Anyara
Nothing is true, everything is permitted
- Sep 6, 2018
- 125
Hello Everyone,
Its been over a year since I last logged in here.. What a ride it was till now.
2 failed attempts and a very long period of beeing commited to a ward on suicide watch.
However for once I can say : I am doing well.
Got a nice job, found a nice girl and even bought a house with her.
A year and a half ago this would never even cross my mind.
Yes it is still rough, yes catching the bus is still alluring.
Please Don't think I am here to preach at all of you that " it gets better" or "to hang in there cause there will be sunshine after the rain"
Both those sentences are bullshit. I am just lucky to recover and it was damned hard work to get even 1 step forward.
Just want to let you all know I want to be here for all of you. If it is by telling you weird stories out of life, make up a fairytale or just listen to your pain or anything you can imagine , please shoot me a message!
Thank you for reading this and hopefully you all find what you are looking for. Either here or on the lther side.
Its been over a year since I last logged in here.. What a ride it was till now.
2 failed attempts and a very long period of beeing commited to a ward on suicide watch.
However for once I can say : I am doing well.
Got a nice job, found a nice girl and even bought a house with her.
A year and a half ago this would never even cross my mind.
Yes it is still rough, yes catching the bus is still alluring.
Please Don't think I am here to preach at all of you that " it gets better" or "to hang in there cause there will be sunshine after the rain"
Both those sentences are bullshit. I am just lucky to recover and it was damned hard work to get even 1 step forward.
Just want to let you all know I want to be here for all of you. If it is by telling you weird stories out of life, make up a fairytale or just listen to your pain or anything you can imagine , please shoot me a message!
Thank you for reading this and hopefully you all find what you are looking for. Either here or on the lther side.
