starting an attempt and not finishing? (especially sn)

[Ah.ow]

I wondered if anyone talked about this or might.

I worried i won't feel the same way for an attempt that'd take some hours or days. I don't know if that matters, if the lethal part of the attempt is much shorter?

but I felt confused how to think of approaching the earlier preparation, like with SN.

I don't mean that I'm unfamiliar with the steps, I read the guides. I mean for someone confused by the length of that, and afraid of being dismissed as ambivalent or unsure or too little/much of something, I got lost.

some of my feelings feel too vulnerable, even though I'm afraid people will assume i mean certain feelings, but what did you think or do or hear?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You can always abort your attempt it only becomes risky if you decide to abort after you ingested SN.

The relatively long preparation time is also sth that worries me if I decided to attempt with SN. There's so much time to rethink the decision.