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dreamlessnight

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Jun 20, 2021
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Apologies if it takes some hours to reply. I've made up my mind on this, CTB as I get the method right. This time for real.

So far I'm in Spain and looking into places where people wouldn't easily find me within an hour. Euthanasia here is a meme, along the mental health help, it just doesn't work. The list goes:
* Painkillers - parecetamol, one pill (650 something, need 2?). Got a great excuse to ask for them lately, yay!
* Seroquel - I'm on it, 400/day, grabbed 2 extra pills for the last day. Is it necessary? Finding something against nausea seemed like a pain, but got lucky on this one. Yay x 2!

* SN: Lucky strike ends here. After reading the guide and latest Handbook issue, SN seems to be the almost foolproof method that doesn't involve guns. Not that getting into the darknet is difficult, but buying crypto is not possible at this moment. Only missing piece is where to source it, people talk about it as if you could get some in any corner... Just... Where? Did I miss some nudge nudge hint here? Is this Polish market actually shipping to places like these Amazon lockers? All input is welcomed. Got no extra address and don't live alone, so even leaving the house at all makes people suspicious.
 
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dreamlessnight

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Jun 20, 2021
28
Bump, I got a cuisine place with SN, close to 60 dollars from Canada. At least 50 grams is enough and it doesn't look like a chemical bottle.

Since customs can hold packages with made up fees, I'm digging for European sellers.
 
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dreamlessnight

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Jun 20, 2021
28
Anybody? Before this thread gets buried through the week, did I find a good source there? Ordering on monday, could make a thread for this, livestreaming would pinpoint my location so nope, no last show for people.
 
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miminkpo

Member
Aug 20, 2021
26
I'm also interested in knowing how to get SN in Spain.
 
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dreamlessnight

Member
Jun 20, 2021
28
Can confirm the jungle place is a scam, selling at an American storefront while sending stuff from Turkey doesn't work.

Might consider jumping to the train tracks if no SN vendor can ship here. Cheaper and bigger shock value, I guess. I don't even care anymore.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
I bought it online from a laboratory. Does the name start with L?
 
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dreamlessnight

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Jun 20, 2021
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Yes, but it's not a lab page. Just two reviews and one confirms the shipping and quality, one question is downvoted so doubt it's a legit thing. Maybe 50/50, sell twice, ship only half? Weird anyways.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Yes it's weird. I just saw the site I bought it from a few months ago and it has gone up in price considerably, 20% more expensive.
 
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orange

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Nov 19, 2021
243
Yes it's weird. I just saw the site I bought it from a few months ago and it has gone up in price considerably, 20% more expensive.
Hello, I'm also spanish and looking for SN. If you could pm me the name of the place you got it from I would be very thankful. I've done some research of my own but I don't trust the only site I found that sells it in less than industrial quantities.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Hello, I'm also spanish and looking for SN. If you could pm me the name of the place you got it from I would be very thankful. I've done some research of my own but I don't trust the only site I found that sells it in less than industrial quantities.
I think it would be against the norms of the community to cite sources. Just put sodium nitrite in the finder.
 
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orange

Experienced
Nov 19, 2021
243
I think it would be against the norms of the community to cite sources. Just put sodium nitrite in the finder.
Are you a chemist or someone with a credible reason to buy it? Did they ask questions? Sites that I find ask for your DNI and other sensitive info, and to make an account.

Edit: I read up a bit on the rules and it is not allowed to share sources on the public forum, but it is allowed by pm. There might be more than one reason you don't want to share, so I understand if you're still not comfortable doing it.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Are you a chemist or someone with a credible reason to buy it? Did they ask questions? Sites that I find ask for your DNI and other sensitive info, and to make an account.

Edit: I read up a bit on the rules and it is not allowed to share sources on the public forum, but it is allowed by pm. There might be more than one reason you don't want to share, so I understand if you're still not comfortable doing it.
I gave all the data. I'm surprised it got to me. If not, then in the worst case you would lose 30 euros. The truth is that it was easy. I didn't expect you to be easy. I guess I was lucky
 
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orange

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Nov 19, 2021
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I gave all the data. I'm surprised it got to me. If not, then in the worst case you would lose 30 euros. The truth is that it was easy. I didn't expect you to be easy. I guess I was lucky
Thank you
 
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