Saddad
Member
- Dec 17, 2019
- 97
2240 mg oxycodone
34 mg zolpidem
1g of brown powder to snort
Booze
Meto possibly
There does seem to be limited info, I have read alot of cases where there has been accidental fatal overdose of oxy, some where one pill was taken. In the cases I have read people "seem" to have had a peaceful death and have passed while asleep in bed.
My doubt comes from not many people choosing an opioid method, doctors use it to varying effect within the parameters they are allowed to bring a hasty end to suffering. I wonder if they where allowed would they use more?
Is it lack of availability that causes this method not to be chosen, or is there suffering in some cases? It seems fatality in large doses can be pretty certain or has google mis lead me again?
I have been given morphine before in small doses and found it pleasurable.
I have nitrogen and S.N on hand but have reservations with both.
The nitrogen I almost completed but flinched my hands where tingling but as the vision began to narrow I had a flash of my children and pulled it off. I found sat there with bag on head connected to cylinder an unpleasant visual and not something I would (if I had too) choose for someone.
The SN I haven't attempted hence I am still here. But reading what it does ie turning blood brown and body blue. Having to take meto to keep a volatile liquid down, chance of vomiting along with possible pain and mild suffering again rather unpleasant.
Not many get to choose their death and my ideal way has always been to slip into a deeper and deeper sleep until I eventually fade away. So obviously N would be the ideal. The risk of being ripped off or let down and not getting what I need in time has lead me to oxy.
I imagine a super strong pain killer would eliminate the chance of any pain and would cause me to pass out followed by a slow halt to breathing and a peaceful death. Such as visually appears to be the case in what I have read.
I am hoping that someone on here has explored/done some research on this and can advise me what they have found.
34 mg zolpidem
1g of brown powder to snort
Booze
Meto possibly
There does seem to be limited info, I have read alot of cases where there has been accidental fatal overdose of oxy, some where one pill was taken. In the cases I have read people "seem" to have had a peaceful death and have passed while asleep in bed.
My doubt comes from not many people choosing an opioid method, doctors use it to varying effect within the parameters they are allowed to bring a hasty end to suffering. I wonder if they where allowed would they use more?
Is it lack of availability that causes this method not to be chosen, or is there suffering in some cases? It seems fatality in large doses can be pretty certain or has google mis lead me again?
I have been given morphine before in small doses and found it pleasurable.
I have nitrogen and S.N on hand but have reservations with both.
The nitrogen I almost completed but flinched my hands where tingling but as the vision began to narrow I had a flash of my children and pulled it off. I found sat there with bag on head connected to cylinder an unpleasant visual and not something I would (if I had too) choose for someone.
The SN I haven't attempted hence I am still here. But reading what it does ie turning blood brown and body blue. Having to take meto to keep a volatile liquid down, chance of vomiting along with possible pain and mild suffering again rather unpleasant.
Not many get to choose their death and my ideal way has always been to slip into a deeper and deeper sleep until I eventually fade away. So obviously N would be the ideal. The risk of being ripped off or let down and not getting what I need in time has lead me to oxy.
I imagine a super strong pain killer would eliminate the chance of any pain and would cause me to pass out followed by a slow halt to breathing and a peaceful death. Such as visually appears to be the case in what I have read.
I am hoping that someone on here has explored/done some research on this and can advise me what they have found.
