Song When I’m broken

[Johnhawk_Down]

This song here describes my state of mind when I feel caught between the choice of life or death, leaning ever so slightly towards the latter as my life and what and who i love is shattered. But I want to run away from the very thing I want to run into death and also the desperation I feel because I am the victim of my own "crimes". It's suffocating, it truly is. This song, I resonate with it when I am falling and feel so much that I overload.

 

[keitaro]

it can be really helpful to listen to a song that we resonate with. music is a powerful thing. thank you for sharing this and what it means to you.

 

[Euthanza]

Great song!

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels as though there is no escape from suffering in this life and I'm sorry that you have to endure so much. Thank you for sharing the song. Music can often reflect how we feel. Best wishes.

 

[Foresight]

I love top. I've had that song, especially the ending, on repeat at times.

 

[Johnhawk_Down]

it can be really helpful to listen to a song that we resonate with. music is a powerful thing. thank you for sharing this and what it means to you.

For me music is a medium of expression, my feelings run deep but my ability to articulate them falls short, I try but they never seem to match what's inside. I'm due for an Asperger's test for whatever reason, maybe that's where the problem lies, but I don't feel like I am.

I love top. I've had that song, especially the ending, on repeat at times.

You mean "can you build my house with pieces I'm just a chemical"?

It feels as though there is no escape from suffering in this life and I'm sorry that you have to endure so much. Thank you for sharing the song. Music can often reflect how we feel. Best wishes.

I can only say that this world is no place for good men and women, you have to hard at least and often ruthless, survival it appears when you break down social constructs etc, is the only real "moral" thing there is on this ball of dirt. I can only hope there is something after it.

 

[Lost Magic]

great tune!
This is the song I listen to when I am broken.

 

[keitaro]

great tune!
This is the song I listen to when I am broken.

that's a really lovely song.

 

[starryeyedgemini]

This my song.......

 

[SamTam33]

Crying to me is as important as breathing is to a normal person. I need tears to fall. Everyday, like some sort of pressure release. But very recently I've stopped. I can't get the tears to come. That's a little bit scary.

I've gotten so used to my sadness that I don't like feeling nothing at all. I need that pain in my gut. It's comforting. It's my friend. If it's gone... what's left.

I listen to this song when the tears are being stubborn.

Even though he's talking about having HIV/AIDS, the words still feel like they fit my situation perfectly.

Alone. Dying in front of everyone but no one notices. I listen to this and I cry... No. I wail.

Not just for myself. But for everyone who's in pain. Physical, mental, emotional. I cry until my eyes are so puffy I can't open them and I pass out from exhaustion.

When he says, "Ain't no angel gonna greet me..." I lose it.