JusMe
Wandering this thing called life
- Mar 3, 2023
- 30
Yesterday, someone that I'm familiar with but not really close with was hit by a train and is now in critical condition. I'm a very sensitive person so this news did affect me, I'm not gonna lie. However, that's not what I wanted to talk about. I wanted to talk about how I'm so absorbed in my own problems and trauma that it's kind of disorienting when something like this happens. Like something really bad that affects the community. It kind of forces me out of my bubble and gets me to focus on the people around me and how they're affected by events like this. I'm going through a really rough patch right now, and I don't feel attached to myself (I don't know how else to explain it?) Like life doesn't feel real whenever I'm at my lowest points. Nothing I do really feels like it matters and I don't care about the consequences of my actions. So when nothing feels real, bad stuff like the train accident comes along to serve as a reality check that life really does suck.