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[theresonlyonewayout]

Sometimes I write out posts but then get scared and delete them. Even as an 'anonymous face' on the net I can't open up properly

See anxiety made me forget to add the point to this post - even though I'm not brave enough to post some things yet. It still feels good to write it.

 

[WornOutLife]

Don't be afraid. Just post whatever's on your mind as long as it's not against SS's rules.
I've even posted stuff while I was drunk and people were really nice to me. I bet the same will happen to you.

Hugs!

 

[BandAddict]

I still do this, haha. I get nervous or feel like what I'm saying will be stupid or too unorganized. But people are generally very kind here. I'm overcoming that fear over time, but it still happens.

Also I'm glad that despite your hesitation you get some benefit out of typing out your thoughts. It's good to let off some steam!

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Meanwhile I post about my modest penis size and ask female(?) users to marry me on the reg

 

[amarillo]

This is me every time. Sometimes I'm even too scared to open my notifications after making a post because what if I said something stupid and people are gonna judge me???

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Me too. On a day to day basis. Part of it is because I have to write on the phone, and with longer posts, editing becomes a chore and I get annoyed and just give up.
The second part is my warped personality. I am, for me, the worst human being that walks the earth. Nobody could possibly be interested in me. I'm inherently boring and have nothing to say and I cannot hold nobody's interest. Everyone sees through me, eventually, and what they see is a weird, disorganized, dull wreck. I'm aware this is partly a delusion, or at least it was - there were a lot of traumas and drugs in between. But it evolved into a involontary reflex and it hinders me in all parts of my life, including this forum. I frequently dissociate when thinking on how worthless I am. Can't even finish most of my posts.

 

[EmptyManForever]

I do the same , you are not alone , I actually thought like ten times before posting this very post as well !

 

[Life_and_Death]

i do this a lot, however for me its because of the users here. between halfassed answers (which i think ill keep in mind is actually against the rules) or people just straight up hating for nothing more then their own reasons cuz i didnt do shit but somehow its all my fault, i just dont post as often. they have an excessive amount of people here leaving stating that ss doesnt feel safe anymore before leaving. this is a suicide site, this should be saying something but it doesnt seem to be.

do NOT
Post low effort, spam, or ask to be PMd (i.e., sent a Private Message).
Don't spam or make low effort replies.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

do NOT
Post low effort

 

[Life_and_Death]

ill be watching you. you better be putting a lot of thought into your posts

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

ill be watching you. you better be putting a lot of thought into your posts

Dear fellow user, I assure you that all of my posts--despite appearance--cover a vast and deep array of information and demand an enormous quantity of cognitive labour to generate. The aforementioned effort and knowledge might not be immediately detectable to the casual reader but rather underlies all of my posts and is best gathered parcel by parcel, as to not overwhelm or cause confusion.