Sometimes I wish I did not take the red pill.

[diadem99]

Now that I am enlightened to the fact that life is inherently suffering, it is no longer possible for me to delude myself into "enjoying" activities that are supposed to make me happy. People chase the perfect life, but to me, it is all an illusion— a lie we tell ourselves to avoid getting bored.

Well, I cannot engage in these lies anymore. Just a bit more enduring of this suffering, and I am out— and free— in the most true sense.