NeverSatisfied
Experienced
- Dec 28, 2020
- 225
...and then want to tell them all my pro-choice views and thoughts. Not like while I'm crying or in a real bad mood or anything just to really sit down, talk to someone who knows me and see their reaction face-to-face. I've wanted to ctb since I was young and those thoughts are a part of my OCD so I really have trouble knowing just how taboo of a topic it would be if I brought it up with someone irl completely casually. From all the stories I've read on here, I'd probably get the police knocking on my door so I probably never will. I've only gone so far as to talk about suicide with one friend who also has mental health struggles of her own (though we talked about our past issues and some of the present, but only suicide in terms of our past feelings.
But I want to talk to someone "normal" about this- see how far left I am compared to the rest of society. Each time I get the urge to I just project and pretend everyone feels like me so there's no need to discuss. Maybe it's also a form of self-sabotage though since that'd probably ruin my relationship with whoever I talk to about it.
Idk, am I the only one?
But I want to talk to someone "normal" about this- see how far left I am compared to the rest of society. Each time I get the urge to I just project and pretend everyone feels like me so there's no need to discuss. Maybe it's also a form of self-sabotage though since that'd probably ruin my relationship with whoever I talk to about it.
Idk, am I the only one?