sometimes i just want a hug

[pancakelover20]

so much trouble. some nights are so hard and so lonely i wish i could get a hug and a word of encouragement from someone who i know genuinely cares about me free of judgment and complication and cruelty, but no one does. i appear stoic but inside i always feel lonely and disgusted with everything about myself i want to break down. i feel unlovable. even if my life circumstances didn't get better i feel like i could handle them if i just felt like a worthwhile person. i think im sick inside though.

 

[getoutgirl]

most all of us kinda need that and go through that, i feel u there, and i hope u can get that one day,
in the meantime have a huge virtual one

not the same but it does look neat doesn't it :)

 

[imontheloose]

Cuddles!!

 

[Firefly.Forest]

I can so relate! Hugs to everyone and flowers because they are beautiful

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I'm sending you a huge hug, and I also hope that you give yourself an even bigger hug. I can relate to feeling worthless, etc. I managed to close myself to accepting love from someone I love, thinking that there must be someone better for him, that I may just mess up everything while he deserves the best, which I'm not even close. With his decision to leave me, the walls I had built around me finally came down. I realised too late that he actually loved me just as I am, just as I loved him just the way he was.

Be kind to yourself OP, because if we judge ourselves so harshly, we may not even see if someone tries to care. I didn't understand what love is, and couldn't see that someone loved me, because I felt I didn't deserve it. I've learned that I cannot expect someone to care, if I don't care about myself. You are not alone, and you are a good person inside. If you were not a good person, you would not be feeling all the bad stuff about yourself