Venting Sometimes I hate myself for getting involuntary stay in a mental hospital when I was younger

[OrcWitch]

I would be able to just buy a shotgun at a store if not for that. Just one click and lights out. Now I have to think about ropes or poisoning myself or gassing myself. I should have never ruined that option for myself by opening my big mouth.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that regret can be an awful feeling as we cannot change things. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best whatever happens.

 

[empty]

I can't get a gun either for the same reason.

 

[Crazy4u]

I hope you find a better method for yourself You can't change what happened

 

[LostMyWorld]

I would be able to just buy a shotgun at a store if not for that. Just one click and lights out. Now I have to think about ropes or poisoning myself or gassing myself. I should have never ruined that option for myself by opening my big mouth.

Do you know anyone with one or find a ctb partner with one?