lobster salad
overcooked :(
- Aug 27, 2020
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Im sorry to everyone who sees this lazy post. She just said she never liked me anyways and it hurts so bad but all my tears have dried. We half knew it all along but I just didn't want to think about it, until it was brought up today. My ctb thoughts have just been heavily reinforced.... I'm sorry I just don't have anyone at all. I have been such an asshole anyways so I guess it was what I deserved. Soon I'm going to have to go back to study again but I've zero interest at this point. I have 1 month left to clear up but it's not enough time I'm so trapped I can't think and type straight. I'm not diagnosed with anything. It's just straight suicidal thoughts for months. I'm so tired of this agony and it doesn't help when sn is banned in my country leaving me with the only option to jump. I doubt anyone truly cares about me. Everybody is just so pretentious I'm just done.