imonadeadline
Call me Line! :P
- Aug 15, 2023
- 82
i'm so fucking mad right now, i can't believe it. i had a $20 bill hidden in a box and i wasn't gonna get it exchanged until tomorrow cause i need it to my college books. i took the box today to grab it and it wasn't fucking there. i am currently living with a known kleptomaniac (he has stolen hundreds of thousands worth of jewelry from my grandma) and the whole family thought that he had changed. i guess he fucking didn't and i am just so fucking mad.
before even all of this, my aunt took all of my birthday money that my grandma sent me and used it to buy groceries. i was left with barely enough to survive the month (my monthly transpo comes up to 1.6k, she only left me with 1.5k. not even enough for food). financial instability is one of my main reasons for suicide and i cant fucking do this right now
im trying my fucking best to start off my 2nd year of college right. im taking notes, im making myself known, im trying to survive. i keep fucking losing money and im so fucking upset and all my aunt does is fucking victim blames me.
i fucking want to hang myself right now but i just fucking can't because i still have so much to live for. i have a concert to get to and other events with my friends but holy fucking shit i can't fucking live like this. im so fucking broke, my mind can't handle it anymore and i can't think of a way out of this fucking mess. god.
before even all of this, my aunt took all of my birthday money that my grandma sent me and used it to buy groceries. i was left with barely enough to survive the month (my monthly transpo comes up to 1.6k, she only left me with 1.5k. not even enough for food). financial instability is one of my main reasons for suicide and i cant fucking do this right now
im trying my fucking best to start off my 2nd year of college right. im taking notes, im making myself known, im trying to survive. i keep fucking losing money and im so fucking upset and all my aunt does is fucking victim blames me.
i fucking want to hang myself right now but i just fucking can't because i still have so much to live for. i have a concert to get to and other events with my friends but holy fucking shit i can't fucking live like this. im so fucking broke, my mind can't handle it anymore and i can't think of a way out of this fucking mess. god.