Venting Someone pls talk to me

[lifewasawillowtv]

I'm so scared to die idk what to do. I'm still planning to do it tonight. But I'm terrified. Ig I just want reassurance

 

[flightless bird]

I'm so scared to die idk what to do. I'm still planning to do it tonight. But I'm terrified. Ig I just want reassurance

please don't do it if you are not ready.

 

[lifewasawillowtv]

It's natural to be scared. We all are. Otherwise we would be gone by now. We all just have to help each other muster up the audacity to do it. There's a paradise of eternal sleep on the other side where we will all meet up again.

I can't fucking do it, I'm too tired but I'm too tired of being too tired to do it

please don't do it if you are not ready.

Thing is I'll never be ready I don't think. I don't wanna leave my rabbit. But I want to be with his sister in death. Idk what to do anymore. I just wanna pass away peacefully but I can't even have that.

 

[Iris Blue]

I'm not here to tell you what you should or should not do -that is something only you can decide.

But what I will say is that if you are planning to die tonight but are terrified of it, maybe it doesn't have to be tonight? I don't know your circumstances whether there is a reason why it has to be tonight or something else but, it is normal to be afraid to die.

I can't tell you how many times one moment I'm so confident and sure that I want to die and am willing to do whatever it takes for it, but the next moment I'm questioning everything. Please correct me if I'm wrong but could it be that you yourself may not want to die but the situation you are in is kind of nudging you to do so? I don't want to assume so if I am completely wrong please let me know.

If you are panicking and nervous right now maybe it isn't the best time to CTB since that gives more room for error. Which could increase the chance of something messing up and you ending up in a hospital instead of dead.

Again, I don't know your situation so I could be completely wrong. But if you are scared, maybe give yourself a chance to stop and think about everything before going through with it to make sure this is truly want you want right now. Maybe even, everything you are feeling right now will pass and you will live another day.

Either way I fully support your decision and if you need to talk about anything please feel free to dm me

 

[falling_snow]

Im still scared of death. Not to death, but im afraid of what awaits me during and after CTB.
Idk if u are feeling like this, but i wish that if u get the courage, the force, and the mind to do it, u might get reassurance and comfort from me.
Maybe in the near future i might meet u.

 

[breezeboy]

Yeah I'm scared too. Not really of actually dying just not knowing what comes next. I wish I had a partner to do it with so I wouldn't chicken out.

 

[sadespair]

Yeah I'm scared too. Not really of actually dying just not knowing what comes next. I wish I had a partner to do it with so I wouldn't chicken out.

yeah same, wish it was easy to find assisted group suicide irl. Each person can have a turn speaking about their final remarks about life. Hopes, dreams, regrets, etc. Then they all die together. So much more reassuring and happy that way.

 

[breezeboy]

yeah same, wish it was easy to find assisted group suicide irl. Each person can have a turn speaking about their final remarks about life. Hopes, dreams, regrets, etc. Then they all die together. So much more reassuring and happy that way

Yeah that would make it feel easier for sure knowing we were all gonna go into it together. I'm new here so I don't know how common it is to find a partner but I wouldn't imagine it'd be often at all.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Please take your time, dont make rushed decisions

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly wish it's not so difficult to be free from this existence, anyway I wish you the best whatever happens.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Are you still with us OP?