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cyberlordsumit
Absolution
- Aug 12, 2020
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I have spent too much time procrastinating on this. I have done all final acts like clearing debt and all. But just passing the days going through forums and the problems keep adding up.
I have been Passively suicidal for like 12 years.. And did try to attempt once some 10 years ago.
I know I'm done with everything and I've lived enough, so no need to try to get me to stay, i am just done.
Please help me with some pointers to go through with this, anything. I want to be just up and done with it but me being the super Procrastinator it's getting too problematic to go through.
Thanks in advance.!
Some background, I'm 26. I have quit my job and all. As it is lockdown in here, living with parents at hometown. It's tricky. Probably i need to do this at night.
I am getting a 10/12 mm thick rope and have a good support to dangle the rope at my terrace, it's pretty much out of view being under a concrete room like structure so I'll have atleast 2 hours window at night to Go with this.
I just need some final push that I won't mess this up. I spend almost 20 hours a day sleeping through and I'm going weaker day by day, it's going to be a problem later on so better i do this quickly.
Please help, i just need be over with this.
I have been Passively suicidal for like 12 years.. And did try to attempt once some 10 years ago.
I know I'm done with everything and I've lived enough, so no need to try to get me to stay, i am just done.
Please help me with some pointers to go through with this, anything. I want to be just up and done with it but me being the super Procrastinator it's getting too problematic to go through.
Thanks in advance.!
Some background, I'm 26. I have quit my job and all. As it is lockdown in here, living with parents at hometown. It's tricky. Probably i need to do this at night.
I am getting a 10/12 mm thick rope and have a good support to dangle the rope at my terrace, it's pretty much out of view being under a concrete room like structure so I'll have atleast 2 hours window at night to Go with this.
I just need some final push that I won't mess this up. I spend almost 20 hours a day sleeping through and I'm going weaker day by day, it's going to be a problem later on so better i do this quickly.
Please help, i just need be over with this.
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