Ive been depressed for years and its torn my life to shreds. I avoid anything slightly difficult, I have no social skills and Im awful at everything I try. My gf was part of what little I had left and she isnt even responding to my messages anymore. Im tired, I dont wanna keep suffering every single minute of every day and Im too deep into it to be fixed. I stand on a chair with a rope around my neck tied to my fan just to see what it feels like and that maybe Ill decide to just kick it over impulsively some day. Im too scared to die but I dont wanna live, I wish I wasnt such a coward.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,440
I also feel so tired of suffering, I certainly see myself as not meant for existing, all I personally hope for is to never suffer again. But anyway I wish you the best.
resteasy3232
x_x
- Nov 18, 2024
- 29
we feel the same brother, i hope you feel a bit better or find a way to deal with your suffering. be safe 
