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StolenLife
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- Sep 19, 2022
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Hello again,
some of you may have seen the thread where I disclosed that I'm going to jump off a bridge into the sea below. In that thread I got a confirmation that the height is more than enough as well as some really helpful tips and kind responses. I am grateful to everyone who responded.
However there are some other things that bother me.
Firstly, what about the cold? I know that my body will go into a shock from a quick change in height and temperature but I don't know for how long I'll be conscious enough to feel it. Will I pass out quickly?
Secondly, do you think it's better to do it at night or in daylight? Since I'm confined to this shit existence at least until Christmas, I'll have to do it during short winter days. However dying alone in the darkness scares me and it's likely that it will be even colder at night. On the other hand, doing it in daylight is risky because there is a higher chance of being seen and "saved".
Thirdly, is there a chance that I hit something on the way down? Like hitting the bridge rails or support beams with a part of my body as I fall down? If so, would that be better or worse regarding the amount of suffering within the method?
Of course you don't have to answer everything, just the things that you know and want to share.
some of you may have seen the thread where I disclosed that I'm going to jump off a bridge into the sea below. In that thread I got a confirmation that the height is more than enough as well as some really helpful tips and kind responses. I am grateful to everyone who responded.
However there are some other things that bother me.
Firstly, what about the cold? I know that my body will go into a shock from a quick change in height and temperature but I don't know for how long I'll be conscious enough to feel it. Will I pass out quickly?
Secondly, do you think it's better to do it at night or in daylight? Since I'm confined to this shit existence at least until Christmas, I'll have to do it during short winter days. However dying alone in the darkness scares me and it's likely that it will be even colder at night. On the other hand, doing it in daylight is risky because there is a higher chance of being seen and "saved".
Thirdly, is there a chance that I hit something on the way down? Like hitting the bridge rails or support beams with a part of my body as I fall down? If so, would that be better or worse regarding the amount of suffering within the method?
Of course you don't have to answer everything, just the things that you know and want to share.