As I said in another post, I've finally found DMC website and ordered SN. I ordered through Western Union and someone else said their payment was returned. Mine has gone through to a code for DMC to pick up to receive payment so hopefully it will be ok. I also worry about receipt of the package in the UK, but I overthink anyway.
Does anyone else feel a sense of relief when you finally feel you might be getting somewhere towards the end? Mine is a long story but basically, all my family and even my closest friends have died in the last ten years and they were my life. I am even a CHristian but feel like I'm living on borrowed time and shouldn't be here without them. I have two good friends left but they will be fine without me.
Having stupid illnesses due to neglect. It is too much now. COuld do with a relatively peaceful way out, that would actually help my faith as this living is just going on too long and has become more like pain now. I will be much more relieved when I get the SN here and can plan. I have decided to take my time and plan things carefully, having SN and the power to end it all within my reach will also ironically help my mental health a lot as I know it won't all go on forever, (something which the pro lifers and those against assisted suicide obviously just don't care about or ignore. They actually don't care about people's pain at all, just sticking to their own pre conceived ideas and imposing pain on others.
Does anyone else feel a sense of relief when you finally feel you might be getting somewhere towards the end? Mine is a long story but basically, all my family and even my closest friends have died in the last ten years and they were my life. I am even a CHristian but feel like I'm living on borrowed time and shouldn't be here without them. I have two good friends left but they will be fine without me.
Having stupid illnesses due to neglect. It is too much now. COuld do with a relatively peaceful way out, that would actually help my faith as this living is just going on too long and has become more like pain now. I will be much more relieved when I get the SN here and can plan. I have decided to take my time and plan things carefully, having SN and the power to end it all within my reach will also ironically help my mental health a lot as I know it won't all go on forever, (something which the pro lifers and those against assisted suicide obviously just don't care about or ignore. They actually don't care about people's pain at all, just sticking to their own pre conceived ideas and imposing pain on others.
