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bloop714

bloop714

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Mar 26, 2023
37
It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.
 

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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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Apr 9, 2023
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I hope you are in a better place now.
 
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Apr 9, 2023
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You are going to a better world.... i will see you there....soon.
 
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huftydumdum

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Apr 10, 2023
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may your trip be a pleasant one, nothing but best regards on my end
 
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MrbearX

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Mar 19, 2023
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Hope everything goes the way you want and ill be going soon myself with same method
 
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man_in_red:)

Wandering with no destination
Mar 27, 2023
88
Good luck
 
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Jaxveil

The flesh is just a vehicle for the soul
Mar 27, 2023
12
I truly hope the peace and rest that you search for is waiting for you, i believe it will be.
 
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stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
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rest peacefully, beautiful. ♥️
 
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Valky

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Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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I am sad to see you go. I am so sorry this world had not more to offer for you. Safe travels. I hope everything goes well for you <3
 
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annxietty

“Is there no way out of the mind?”
Mar 27, 2023
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Good luck, hope you find peace :heart: you are very brave, thank you for sharing
 
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bloop714

bloop714

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Mar 26, 2023
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Just right now, our hostel warden came to my room...she didn't even knock bro, and went straight in, like WTF. I was so scared that she might check my room and find the sn, but thankfully, I had hidden it overnight in Almirah. She just talked with me, saying that our counselor told her to go to my room and ask if I was doing well as I didn't go to her for a few weeks. I was so so panicked lol, I didn't even know what to do if she had searched my room. She just asked me if I was okay and went back.
I thought maybe someone who knows me was at sasu and told the warden that I was going to ctb😭💀
 
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jolongone

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Feb 24, 2023
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It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.
Hope all goes well 🙏
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,421
I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,807
I hope your journey is sweet and peaceful. Go softly.
 
Storyteller

Storyteller

A story that has been left untold
Mar 22, 2023
51
Just right now, our hostel warden came to my room...she didn't even knock bro, and went straight in, like WTF. I was so scared that she might check my room and find the sn, but thankfully, I had hidden it overnight in Almirah. She just talked with me, saying that our counselor told her to go to my room and ask if I was doing well as I didn't go to her for a few weeks. I was so so panicked lol, I didn't even know what to do if she had searched my room. She just asked me if I was okay and went back.
I thought maybe someone who knows me was at sasu and told the warden that I was going to ctb😭💀
I hope nothing interacts you peace, safe travels ♥️
 
meowtistic

meowtistic

yearning for eternal sleep
Apr 10, 2023
19
It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.
hope you've found your peace, love <3
 
MaeRosemary

MaeRosemary

Still waiting for when it’s “going to get better”
Apr 11, 2023
4
Sleep peacefully, beautiful.
 
juxtajuno

juxtajuno

bpd qweenie <3
Jan 25, 2023
61
i hope you've found the peace you've been searching for.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,807
Go soft, sleep sweet. We, of all people, understand.
 

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