Method so today is the last day I guess

[bloop714]

It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[NGenIronFist]

I hope you are in a better place now.

 

[Hugh Class]

You are going to a better world.... i will see you there....soon.

 

[Lxions]

Find your peace <3

 

[huftydumdum]

may your trip be a pleasant one, nothing but best regards on my end

 

[MrbearX]

Hope everything goes the way you want and ill be going soon myself with same method

 

[man_in_red:)]

Good luck

 

[Jaxveil]

I truly hope the peace and rest that you search for is waiting for you, i believe it will be.

 

[stermc]

rest peacefully, beautiful.

 

[Valky]

I am sad to see you go. I am so sorry this world had not more to offer for you. Safe travels. I hope everything goes well for you <3

 

[Gonnerr]

Rest in peace!

 

[annxietty]

Good luck, hope you find peace you are very brave, thank you for sharing

 

[bloop714]

Just right now, our hostel warden came to my room...she didn't even knock bro, and went straight in, like WTF. I was so scared that she might check my room and find the sn, but thankfully, I had hidden it overnight in Almirah. She just talked with me, saying that our counselor told her to go to my room and ask if I was doing well as I didn't go to her for a few weeks. I was so so panicked lol, I didn't even know what to do if she had searched my room. She just asked me if I was okay and went back.
I thought maybe someone who knows me was at sasu and told the warden that I was going to ctb

 

[jolongone]

It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.

Hope all goes well

 

[Teikoku]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[outrider567]

Peace....

 

[SVEN]

I hope your journey is sweet and peaceful. Go softly.

 

[Storyteller]

Just right now, our hostel warden came to my room...she didn't even knock bro, and went straight in, like WTF. I was so scared that she might check my room and find the sn, but thankfully, I had hidden it overnight in Almirah. She just talked with me, saying that our counselor told her to go to my room and ask if I was doing well as I didn't go to her for a few weeks. I was so so panicked lol, I didn't even know what to do if she had searched my room. She just asked me if I was okay and went back.
I thought maybe someone who knows me was at sasu and told the warden that I was going to ctb

I hope nothing interacts you peace, safe travels

 

[meowtistic]

It is 5.00 am right now and tomorrow at that time I won't be here, if my plan succeeds hopefully. I was a guest member of this forum for about a year since last year, when I decided that I'll ctb. I became a member here a few days ago, when I finally saw how nice and supportive people are here. At 1.40 AM, I will be going with sn, in case it don't works I'll have a backup glass too, if I still don't succeed my backup method is partial hanging. I decorated my room with some polaroids which was a long lasting wish of mine lol. Bought a nice dress. I am a theist so will be going out for praying that I succeed in my plan. I already left my most of stuff at home, last Sunday saying that I'll take it next week. And I have already packed a little stuff which I had. Already wrote two notes; one for parents other for authorities. Hope they'll understand. And please don't say anything like you need to rethink. I already took this decision a year ago. I've been mentally preparing myself since then. And I think today is the day.

hope you've found your peace, love <3

 

[MaeRosemary]

Sleep peacefully, beautiful.

 

[juxtajuno]

i hope you've found the peace you've been searching for.

 

[Letgo]

May you have a peaceful journey.

 

[SVEN]

Go soft, sleep sweet. We, of all people, understand.

 

[Tartuffe]

❤

 

[smoba]

Good luck to you. Peace.