• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

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disappearingquietly

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Aug 15, 2024
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I'm so fucking tired. I barely have any energy. I could go on and on about why, but I can't be bothered to. I'm so tempted to grab a scarf, tie it to the door knob, and try to just fucking die. I know that's a highly risky method, but at this point, I don't really care anymore. The only fate I'm scared of is becoming a vegetable. That's a fate worse than death, in my honest opinion.
 
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fade to black

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Aug 18, 2024
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My dad always said we'd mess up CTB and be a vegetable when we'd discuss why we wanted to do it. Two years ago, almost to the day, he was found unresponsive at home by his business partner. They ruled it undiagnosed lung failure. Except, his will was neatly placed on his bedside table and the only thing in his pockets was an empty bottle of F based prescription meds. He CTB and fooled everyone that didn't know what his state of mind had been for years.
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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I'm so fucking tired. I barely have any energy. I could go on and on about why, but I can't be bothered to. I'm so tempted to grab a scarf, tie it to the door knob, and try to just fucking die. I know that's a highly risky method, but at this point, I don't really care anymore. The only fate I'm scared of is becoming a vegetable. That's a fate worse than death, in my honest opinion.
Gosh I get this. Every day I struggle to exist through the day. Becoming a vegetable is only a risk with certain methods so just be careful about what you choose, how you do it, and make sure you aren't discovered.
 
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Imcantbreathe

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Aug 19, 2024
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I'm so fucking tired. I barely have any energy. I could go on and on about why, but I can't be bothered to. I'm so tempted to grab a scarf, tie it to the door knob, and try to just fucking die. I know that's a highly risky method, but at this point, I don't really care anymore. The only fate I'm scared of is becoming a vegetable. That's a fate worse than death, in my honest opinion.
You are not alone.. Everyday I wake up thinking today is the day, last night I was so sad I ended up taking all my anti-depressants which I just ended up with a humongous migraine instead of my deleting myself. I thought about jumping but that takes driving and I don't even want to leave my bed. So conflicting
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I personally just wish for the option to painlessly die like never waking again, I'd also fear trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse suffering, it's horrific to me how such could happen and I find it so cruel how people even have to fear that in the first place. But anyway I wish you all the best.
 
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Oyasumidanny

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Jun 25, 2024
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I completely understand you, there are moments when I also think about committing ctb with anything I have at hand, but i personally would not like my family to see me in that position
 
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