So tired

[jussrav]

So still struggling like how am I going to function at 4am how will I get through the day. How am I going to live. A job in the morning would be great. However I still want to die. I want to try sn but I cant get hold of the other tablets my gp won't prescribe them to me as I overdose. Would be great to do it with soneone in uk but I know I am being selfish . I see life as empty with nothing in it but suffering, torture. I've been through hell. I am tired of worrying how I will sleep, headaches I will get how will I function. I hate that I will never be the person I wanted to be, get married fall in love with a great guy, have kids the best career. That was possible before xovud when I got ill with long covid got a brain tumour and have long covud,again. I am exhausted with suffering and I wanted my life to be different not how it is. Xx

 

[ipmanwc0]

Do you have the sn already? There's other sources for the other meds

 

[jussrav]

Do you have the sn already? There's other sources for the other meds

The Chinese companies will supply it no problem its getting the other meds plus will i get brain damage or go blind

 

[ipmanwc0]

The Chinese companies will supply it no problem its getting the other meds plus will i get brain damage or go blind

are you set on ctb by sn? i pmed a source

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so exhausted, it sounds like you've suffered so much, it's so inhumane how it's purposely made so difficult to die despite the fact that existence truly is so hellish.

 

[sserafim]

So still struggling like how am I going to function at 4am how will I get through the day. How am I going to live. A job in the morning would be great. However I still want to die. I want to try sn but I cant get hold of the other tablets my gp won't prescribe them to me as I overdose. Would be great to do it with soneone in uk but I know I am being selfish . I see life as empty with nothing in it but suffering, torture. I've been through hell. I am tired of worrying how I will sleep, headaches I will get how will I function. I hate that I will never be the person I wanted to be, get married fall in love with a great guy, have kids the best career. That was possible before xovud when I got ill with long covid got a brain tumour and have long covud,again. I am exhausted with suffering and I wanted my life to be different not how it is. Xx

Same, life is exhausting. I hate the fact that there's no easy way out

 

[jussrav]

Same, life is exhausting. I hate the fact that there's no easy way out

Yep its tough I hope I get through tomorrow