I'm so tired, i try again and again but i can't anymore i'm stuck. What have i been striving for all this time? Why am I so unstable? Why can't I push myself like I used to? It was all for nothing? I'm crying right now, sorry about this, I'm not sure if this should be written here or in offtopic or in recovery. I would like to rest...
Adrenal fatigue
It's like maxing out a credit card debt... But with your vital organs
Oh it's definitively worse than death
The only thing that worked is mega doses of nutrition & vitamins.
Food high in vitamin c & b. But the food supply is high in sugar & toxins instead. So people become obese but they're starving.
There's the reason why I'm so anmoying with vitamin c & b. And if you google side effects of deficiency you get the worst physical & psychiatric diseases. Magnesium to
You overworked by pushing beyond your limit. Time to pay with mega rest.
But you need materials to heal so mega nutrition too. Like MEGA!!!
A multivitamin is a drop. The food supply is sand.
You need to eat a forest with an ocean of nutrient...
Bye bye coffee & white bread
Or bye bye life... But that sadden me. I think you can be saved, you just need to balance your needs & limits. Your brain will reward you with serotonin. Bypassing with drugs will let your body waste away towards death, in denial, blaming the victim...
I fucking hate society for doing that to you
Find new ways. Get new results.
Vitamin
B to burn energy
C to heal the burn
I wish you courage. It worked for me but then being beaten then hit by a car then poisonned non stop... In a year... While mocked as a hypicondriac by health care & friends...
Hell nope noping out!
But you can choose the cure or death now.
Death is easier.
The cure can be fun.