BeautifulMosaics
Specialist
- Aug 15, 2021
- 310
So tired of everything. Kicked when I'm down. Already felt afraid and unsure at new job and needed just encouragement and now I've got my mother catastrophizing about my future. Might just take an advance, order my stuff, book hotel and CTB on Friday/Saturday.
I'm not strong - That's what trauma, constant stress and a emotional breakdown worth two lifetimes does to you. And on top of it I was "weaker" than everyone else to begin with. Naturally, those weaknessnes are what put me in the position to experience my trauma. I'm just tired of being strong. I've had enough. I'm not a superwoman I'm a human being.
I'm not strong - That's what trauma, constant stress and a emotional breakdown worth two lifetimes does to you. And on top of it I was "weaker" than everyone else to begin with. Naturally, those weaknessnes are what put me in the position to experience my trauma. I'm just tired of being strong. I've had enough. I'm not a superwoman I'm a human being.