I am in so much suffering and I just need to rest. I'm tired of failing attempt after attempt and I want to succeed finally. Why is it so hard to catch that damn bus? I'm sure everyone's sick of me at this point. I'm tired. I just want to sleep.
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qwerty1969
Member
- Feb 24, 2023
- 284
It's an endless struggle until it finally does end... Every day I wish I had a heart attack and just drop dead, but I know that won't happen so I have to continue trying..
I really want to try again. If I could die right now that would make me so happy. I'm tired of being in this much pain. Might actually go and make preparations and then decide whether I want to attempt again now.
Shallow water blackout. I think I know what I'm doing wrong. I want to succeed so badly.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,429
I really hate how difficult it is to finally die, it disgusts me how there is a lack of reliable suicide method options and how we have to suffer so much to finally leave this awful world. I certainly envy those who have succeeded in ctb as they get to peacefully not exist and they are completely incapable of suffering. It's such a cruel world where our right to die isn't accepted, and there are no amount of words that can really describe how much I despise life.
TimetoGo!
Wizard
- Aug 30, 2022
- 641
