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Despo41
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- May 16, 2020
- 33
I have a brain injury and physically suffer from other things - diagnosed me/cfs.
I am a mother of 2 but I can't function at home on any level. My husband has to do everything. I can't go out - socialise or lead any kind of life I did before. I am just existing in bed and because of the brain injury I get no satisfaction or enjoyment out of anything. So I am basically dead but still living for everyone else.
I cannot not do that anymore. It's impossible and have suffered so much over these years - it's cruel to keep me alive. I can't be anything to anyone.
Thing is I feel so stuck. I have looked into every method going and just can bring myself to do them. The only thing I would do is N but that is just impossible - getting through customs is impossible where I live.
What do I do? My husband and sister understand my situation - I've even begged for their help I get so desperate.
I've looked into ways I could possibly do this to make it look like an accident so my kids don't have to live with what I do. It's just not possible to do in the way I feel I want to - without having to do it an awful way. I'm just utterly desperate with no way out
I am a mother of 2 but I can't function at home on any level. My husband has to do everything. I can't go out - socialise or lead any kind of life I did before. I am just existing in bed and because of the brain injury I get no satisfaction or enjoyment out of anything. So I am basically dead but still living for everyone else.
I cannot not do that anymore. It's impossible and have suffered so much over these years - it's cruel to keep me alive. I can't be anything to anyone.
Thing is I feel so stuck. I have looked into every method going and just can bring myself to do them. The only thing I would do is N but that is just impossible - getting through customs is impossible where I live.
What do I do? My husband and sister understand my situation - I've even begged for their help I get so desperate.
I've looked into ways I could possibly do this to make it look like an accident so my kids don't have to live with what I do. It's just not possible to do in the way I feel I want to - without having to do it an awful way. I'm just utterly desperate with no way out