So scared

[Lanternlight]

I don't know if anyone will respond but I am just so scared.
I don't know what to do?
Just venting I guess, and needing some support

 

[SeekingSolace]

What do you feel scared about? Anything in particular, or just life in general?

 

[Thisisme373]

I'm also scared, you are not alone. anything you need to get off your chest go ahead lanternlight.

 

[Lanternlight]

Yes life... in general.
I have $1.35 in my bank account.
God only knows how it got to this.
My phone is being cut off on Wednesday if I can't pay the bill. Which I can't.
My only contact with the 'outside world'!
Omg I am terrified.

 

[SeekingSolace]

Yes life... in general.
I have $1.35 in my bank account.
God only knows how it got to this.
My phone is being cut off on Wednesday if I can't pay the bill. Which I can't.
My only contact with the 'outside world'!
Omg I am terrified.

That sounds incredibly overwhelming, I would feel scared too! Do you have someone to live with or do you live alone?

 

[Roadkill]

I am very scared also... I am terrified of everything

 

[Lanternlight]

That sounds incredibly overwhelming, I would feel scared too! Do you have someone to live with or do you live alone?

I have been staying in someone's apartment but I don't know them well.
She is away but back tomorrow and have to move out, so am feeling very overwhelmed.
I have asked if I can stay longer but I can't... her bf has said no!

 

[Lanternlight]

I am very scared also... I am terrified of everything

Sorry to hear that... it's a horrible feeling

 

[Lanternlight]

I'm also scared, you are not alone. anything you need to get off your chest go ahead lanternlight.

Thank you. It's an awful feeling, isn't it? Sorry you too feel it.

 

[Thisisme373]

Thank you. It's an awful feeling, isn't it? Sorry you too feel it.

Living in constant fear is horrible, I'm sorry you are in this situation, have you any plans where you are going to go when this person comes back?

 

[Lanternlight]

Living in constant fear is horrible, I'm sorry you are in this situation, have you any plans where you are going to go when this person comes back?

No. I have never been in this situation before so hence being terrified.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

I'm sorry you're scared. I'm scared too.

 

[Thisisme373]

No. I have never been in this situation before so hence being terrified.

Can't any family or friends put you up, if this person gonna see you on the streets that's bloody disgusting.

 

[Tomoe]

Life in general just scares me, I guess, because of how much uncertainty there is. But I guess not knowing the future kinda gives me a reason to live to see how things will turn out. If they turn out bad, I guess I'll just CTB, otherwise, I'll live it out.

With regards to your specific situation, if there's no one to take you in, you should go to a shelter and they should keep up in for the night (or more until you find lodging). It's much better than living on the streets.

 

[Lanternlight]

Life in general just scares me, I guess, because of how much uncertainty there is. But I guess not knowing the future kinda gives me a reason to live to see how things will turn out. If they turn out bad, I guess I'll just CTB, otherwise, I'll live it out.

With regards to your specific situation, if there's no one to take you in, you should go to a shelter and they should keep up in for the night (or more until you find lodging). It's much better than living on the streets.

I just can't think clearly at the moment - fear overwhelming me.
Thank you for responding, I appreciate it

 

[Lanternlight]

Can't any family or friends put you up, if this person gonna see you on the streets that's bloody disgusting.

Through not coping (for many reasons) I have turned into a hermit and just feel cut off from everyone.

 

[TAW122]

Life in general just scares me, I guess, because of how much uncertainty there is. But I guess not knowing the future kinda gives me a reason to live to see how things will turn out. If they turn out bad, I guess I'll just CTB, otherwise, I'll live it out.

I'm sharing the same attitude towards life atm. I'm going to try to live things out in the coming weeks or months and if they suck as usual or worse, then I'll just work towards mustering all the courage to CTB.

 

[Salvacion]

Through not coping (for many reasons) I have turned into a hermit and just feel cut off from everyone.

Just wanted to see how you were doing

 

[couragetodie]

Through not coping (for many reasons) I have turned into a hermit and just feel cut off from everyone.

Yeah, I have been going hermit too. Precursor to CTB, I believe. What sucks is that I have gotten out of depression so many times in the past — but this time is different.

 

[lost_soul83]

I don't know if anyone will respond but I am just so scared.
I don't know what to do?
Just venting I guess, and needing some support

Why are you so scared honey?