SomewhereNew
Member
- Nov 2, 2025
- 20
Let me start by saying I don't blame anyone but myself for the most part because I could have made better choices I was however barely an adult. 2 months after graduation I got a DUI 12 years ago almost killed some people hit 2 cars one car head on almost killed a baby I was so ashamed I wanted to die then and there was avoiding my dad's alcoholism and abuse by ironically doing the same went to stay with my uncle who was drinking a case a day him and his girlfriend were choking each other took her keys and crashed. I'm 30 now can't get a license so I can't get a real job been trying to kill myself since put rifles and pistols to my head I've overdosed I've been in nooses I might take the shotgun and disappear and end my pathetic life I'll never be anything. I had kids since but she just got high off pills when I wasn't home drugged my kids to sleep and slept with nigs I'm done with this life I wanna cause pain. I have never been the same when my grandma had a stroke and couldn't talk and heart attack I started huffing gasoline I started popping pills I am forsaken take me from this realm.
Last edited:
"
