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Adrenalineaddict
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- Jun 27, 2022
- 30
So I took too much paracetamol last night, long story short I have failed multiple methods on here multiple times and then I got scammed by a local company, whi instead of selling me hard to find chemicals I needed for a more peaceful method they sold me baking soda. Anyway a shitload of despair and some awful snarky comments from a guy I know later, I got tipped over the edge and thought to myself fuck it, imma go by paracetamol. So I took 8 tablets (just over the maximum adult dose on the packet) and then washed it down with 2 sachets of lemsip, which each contain 1000mg (2 tablets) paracetamol as well. So 6000mg or 6 grams all up. I threw up a little bit 8 hours later, and woke up this morning feeling a bit groggy but am fine now. Upon further research, I found out I had taken less than a lethal dose for someone of my gender/weight. I had thought I had taken enough to kill me (a whole tray of pills plus the drink) but in the end I didn't. Don't know if I'm going to try again with a carefully calculated lethal dose or not but I am so desperate to die now I probably will over the weekend. Dammit if I'm so evil (too long to explain, read post history if curious) I wish someone would practice what they preach and just shoot me. I cannot allow myself to live for 40 50 60 more years I cannot live any longer with these extremely intense ethical beliefs I'm under so much pressure inside my own head I'm going to go insane
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