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Adrenalineaddict

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Jun 27, 2022
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So I took too much paracetamol last night, long story short I have failed multiple methods on here multiple times and then I got scammed by a local company, whi instead of selling me hard to find chemicals I needed for a more peaceful method they sold me baking soda. Anyway a shitload of despair and some awful snarky comments from a guy I know later, I got tipped over the edge and thought to myself fuck it, imma go by paracetamol. So I took 8 tablets (just over the maximum adult dose on the packet) and then washed it down with 2 sachets of lemsip, which each contain 1000mg (2 tablets) paracetamol as well. So 6000mg or 6 grams all up. I threw up a little bit 8 hours later, and woke up this morning feeling a bit groggy but am fine now. Upon further research, I found out I had taken less than a lethal dose for someone of my gender/weight. I had thought I had taken enough to kill me (a whole tray of pills plus the drink) but in the end I didn't. Don't know if I'm going to try again with a carefully calculated lethal dose or not but I am so desperate to die now I probably will over the weekend. Dammit if I'm so evil (too long to explain, read post history if curious) I wish someone would practice what they preach and just shoot me. I cannot allow myself to live for 40 50 60 more years I cannot live any longer with these extremely intense ethical beliefs I'm under so much pressure inside my own head I'm going to go insane
 
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Jul 3, 2022
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I'm so sorry for your pain. I will tell you this in case you don't know- paracetamol is a very painful way to go.xx
 
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I'm so sorry for your pain. I will tell you this in case you don't know- paracetamol is a very painful way to go.xx
I know it's incredibly painful but I'm so desperate to die I am going insane so fast and I don't want to end up so crazy I kill someone I would rather kill myself firstif it's a choice between paracetamol or train and teaumatise the driver I would rather choose the oaracetamol
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Both of these methods risk huge amounts of pain and the risk of permanent trauma to the body without ctb- you would want to research threads on these methods, this has been covered a lot on other threads. It is so unlikely to be able to tolerate the pain from this overdose long enough to ctb- you have to just sit there for well over eight hours of excrutiating pain while it wrecks your liver for it to work- at least based on some searches I just did. There are better methods that have less pain than this- train leaves about a 30% chance of surviving with missing limbs, brain damage, etc. I know you need to find peace but these are methods with a high risk of extreme pain/ extreme damage- without ctb.
 
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Both of these methods risk huge amounts of pain and the risk of permanent trauma to the body without ctb- you would want to research threads on these methods, this has been covered a lot on other threads. It is so unlikely to be able to tolerate the pain from this overdose long enough to ctb- you have to just sit there for well over eight hours of excrutiating pain while it wrecks your liver for it to work- at least based on some searches I just did. There are better methods that have less pain than this- train leaves about a 30% chance of surviving with missing limbs, brain damage, etc. I know you need to find peace but these are methods with a high risk of extreme pain/ extreme damage- without ctb.
I am aware it's painful but paracetamol is the only method I feel I can carry out I don't want to traumatise some poor train driver I am being TORTURED inside my head and nothing stops or lessens it I need to fucking die
 
befree

befree

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Mar 22, 2022
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What other chemicals did you want to buy ? Did you take an antiemetic before you took Paracetamol ?
 
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Eternally Dottie

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Dec 17, 2021
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Am really sorry that you are in this situation and for the pain you are going through. Paracetamol overdose is likely to end up causing liver/organ failure which can be irreversible. It can occur after relatively small amounts and can also happen days after taking the tablets. The consequences could be awful for you.
 
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l0sing

the will
Feb 12, 2020
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I'm understanding your pain right now. Paracetamol seems like the easy way because it's so readily available. I had a plan to go to multiple shops to beat the only 2 packs rule but decided against it because there's too much of a risk it will fail and I'll still be here.

Have you read into sn at all?
 
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Beforeigo

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Mar 2, 2020
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Paracetamol is so agonising that you're unlikely to die as the pain gets so bad that even when you're desperate to die you'll seek medical help just to make the pain stop, it feels like every cell in your body is on fire, I definitely recommend researching into it as you're very unlikely to succeed in death but highly likely to cause permanent irreversible damage instead, so sorry to hear how rough you're feeling
 
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Jun 27, 2022
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Fuck me this is unbearable I have tried and tried to get the fucking sn it's illegal here I need to go I'm goona smash my fucking head in I'm literally so desperate I would do it even for small chance fuck I have reasrched and researched I'm so fucking tired if goddamn research I have tried so many methods research I want to scream I can't take this fucking research I need to do something
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Paracetamol does sound like such a horrible way to go from what I have read, but I understand the feeling of being desperate to leave. Nobody should have to suffer like that. It's so cruel and unfair how it's this difficult to leave this world. I hope that you find freedom from what you are going through.
 
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I'd rather have the physical pain from paracetamol I'm so white hot rage at myself I'm just hitting my head I'm going to take the paracetamol not getting sn feels like my fault I just can't take research research research anymore i could wait if I didnt feel so much gukilt about it I just don't want to research anymore why can't that be enough
 
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anam cara
Mar 2, 2020
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This is far from a lethal dose.

Like others are saying, it is an extremely painful, impractical method.
You will suffer and likely survive with permanent damage.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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Not only painful, it takes a rather long time... As I recall, a minimum of four days and possibly up to two weeks.
 
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joptr

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May 25, 2022
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cant you take a flight to a nearby country to get SN? Paracetamol is a bad and slow death.
 

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