So I guess I may as well be next.

[WaitingForTheBus]

After my experience with partial yesterday, I felt an excitement that I hadn't felt for a long time. It all seemed so easy and peaceful. I've felt rather desperate lately, my lows are for longer periods and at a depth I have never experienced before.

So I convinced myself to hasten my demise by saying good bye to a few people today. Just told them that I need to get away to clear my head but that I also need to move on so probably won't be back at my current job.

I came home with a plan that I am hoping I can execute. Yet, I can already feel that doubt creeping in to the back of my head. This is so final but the pain is so real, every fucking day. Hoping that a few hours of knocking back some scotch will make it that little bit easier.

 

[TheLastTrip]

I hope your find your peace @WaitingForTheBus

 

[TAW122]

Good luck and hope you succeed in finding permanent peace! As far as alcohol, I wouldn't recommend too much otherwise it could impair your ability to tie the noose.

 

[Empty RN]

Wishing you the best of luck as you move forward with your decision. I hope the result your looking for comes painlessly for you. Know you have a . whole community of people here for you in the aftermath if it doesn't go the way you're hoping ~

 

[Hiraeth]

i hope you find peace.
you were incredibly kind to me and i'll always appreciate that.

 

[HopelessKim]

May you feel at peace in the hours leading up to ctb

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck buddy. I hope everything works out and that you find please. The NNM?

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

I hope your find your peace @WaitingForTheBus

Thank you.

Good luck and hope you succeed in finding permanent peace! As far as alcohol, I wouldn't recommend too much otherwise it could impair your ability to tie the noose.

Need a bit dutch courage. Slip knot already done, practice run yesterday which went surprisingly well.

Wishing you the best of luck as you move forward with your decision. I hope the result your looking for comes painlessly for you. Know you have a . whole community of people here for you in the aftermath if it doesn't go the way you're hoping ~

Thank you, we have a wonderful community here.

i hope you find peace.
you were incredibly kind to me and i'll always appreciate that.

I meant what I said too.x

May you feel at peace in the hours leading up to ctb

Thank you

Good luck buddy. I hope everything works out and that you find please. The NNM?

Thanks mate. Couldn't get that to work so doing partial.

 

[worldexploder]

Thank you.


Need a bit dutch courage. Slip knot already done, practice run yesterday which went surprisingly well.


Thank you, we have a wonderful community here.


I meant what I said too.x


Thank you


Thanks mate. Couldn't get that to work so doing partial.

Sorry man. What didn't work about it?

 

[Deafsn0w]

Good luck!

Hope you find peace :)

 

[Weeping Garbage Can]

I hope everything works out in your favor and you find peace :)

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

So attempt number 1 was a failure. Didn't get the same experience as yesterday, that took less than 5 seconds and i was out.

Today my head feels like it wants to pop and my throat is killing me. So sore after yesterday that the slightest pressure is a distraction. More scotch is needed. :)

Thanks for the kind words everyone.

 

[longingforrelease]

blessings to you friend.

 

[Goldie]

I hope you can do it.

 

[cap]

Good luck.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Hugs, I tried (very amateurish with no preparation or research) as a test run and I got the exploding head feeling too. Someone told me that's not supposed to happen.. Oops.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Good luck, man. You (and everyone else) deserve peace.

 

[Help_Me]

Good luck, mate ! I hope you will find your eternal peace. You will be missed..

 

[lv-gras]

wishing you peace however

offers hugs

 

[Ella Disenchanted]

I can already feel that doubt creeping in to the back of my head. This is so final but the pain is so real, every fucking day.

I understand only too well.

 

[piratemaverick]

I hope your find your peace @WaitingForTheBus

After my experience with partial yesterday, I felt an excitement that I hadn't felt for a long time. It all seemed so easy and peaceful. I've felt rather desperate lately, my lows are for longer periods and at a depth I have never experienced before.

So I convinced myself to hasten my demise by saying good bye to a few people today. Just told them that I need to get away to clear my head but that I also need to move on so probably won't be back at my current job.

I came home with a plan that I am hoping I can execute. Yet, I can already feel that doubt creeping in to the back of my head. This is so final but the pain is so real, every fucking day. Hoping that a few hours of knocking back some scotch will make it that little bit easier.

good luck buddy i hope you reach peace

 

[TiredHorse]

Safe travels, WaitingForTheBus. I have enjoyed your posts, and I will miss you, but I hope you find the peace you need.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[Jen Erik]

I've appreciated your thoughtful, kind posts. Wishing you peace.

 

[Goldie]

Go for it!
I'm looking forward to reading your goodbye post soon.
Good luck to you

 

[VanHeineken]

May you be successful in all your endeavours and may you find peace, my friend.

 

[weedoge]

Hey @WaitingForTheBus there's absolutely no shame whatever you decide to do. We'll always welcome you here and always wish you the most peaceful farewell possible. Please post here more if you need anything.

 

[Empty Smile]

Good luck brother. Fly high.