Venting So hard to find a UK method

[rigsid]

There's a few methods I'd be willing to try (SN, KN, Fentanyl, Cyanide, et cetera) but it feels like it's impossible to get anything like that in the UK.

I know there's supposedly suppliers but I guess im dumb or something because I've had no luck.

I just want to die. If I had the drugs in front of me i know i could do it. Why does it have to be so hard?

I dont want to have to resort to something horrific like jumping in front of a train.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I see so much terrible cruelty in how the option to painlessly cease existing is so cruelly denied, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again. I just want peace from this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes suffering, the fact that there isn't the option to just cease existing painlessly is such a terrible unacceptable crime that only ever causes way more torture, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[metfan647]

We're probably in no less an advantageous or more a disadvantageous position than a lot of others. It seems a lot of different nationalities here are having to use the same source to get hold of chemicals.

Guns readily at our disposal is what we really lack here.