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Darling, what did you expect?
Feb 28, 2026
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I've known this boy for not even a year. He's an amazing person and he's never dated because he was waiting for someone actually good and that he felt he had a connection to. I was rooting for him. He has so much going for him. I'm in highschool (yes I'm 18 but I'm a senior) so I see him every day and it would be very hard to "grow apart" from him since we have 4/8 classes with him. I feel so bad for not loving him back because he is an AMAZING guy. He wrote this long paragraph to a friend of mine about everything he likes about me and about how he hopes I don't feel pressured to get with him, but that's exactly what people are doing. He never dates and now he is head over heals for me. Before he came around and decided he wanted me I was so close to trying to catch the bus. I had letters written in a binder under my bed and everything thought out. I know it's sounds morbid but I was going to a sleepover with a friend of mine and once she fell asleep I was going to jump of the building which is like 20 stories tall. I've decided to postpone it a little bit. Just a little so I can see how this plays out and try to get him to like me less. I go to school tomorrow, I'll see him there, wish me luck.

And b.j.b. if you're out there, which there shouldn't be a reason you're on this site. I hope you get married and you can be like those old couples from your church. You're a great guy, that deserves far greater than I could ever give you. I'll be seeing you.
 
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