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absolute failure

absolute failure

Member
Jan 19, 2026
18
i was just wondering if there is a way to get SN in Germany without the troubles of customs seizing it and you being fined or jailed. In my last post i talked about hanging being my preferable option, but i wanna see if there is an easier way with SN. But honestly, with all the antiemetics i need to get a rope sounds much easier. What do you all think?
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Member
Jan 19, 2026
18
damn, thanks for the advice! I live in west germany though so getting to poland will be kind of a pain in the ass. Do you think the sn method is better than hanging?
 
sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

Specialist
Sep 17, 2025
372
dealbreakers for me are dizziness and nausea, or general malaise. i find that sensation so much worse than pain. so for me, sn is out of the question lol. i'm going with hanging, though my dream would be firearm.
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Member
Jan 19, 2026
18
dealbreakers for me are dizziness and nausea, or general malaise. i find that sensation so much worse than pain. so for me, sn is out of the question lol. i'm going with hanging, though my dream would be firearm.
so true lol. Its impossible or like extremely difficult to get one in Germany. A firearm would certainly disarm all of my problems
 

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