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needtogo

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I am heavily considering taking the SN tonight. I believe it's time. I do not have anti emetic, but fuck it, I need to leave. I need to CTB. It's been too long. Way to fucking long. I last ate something 2 hours ago and I digest shit very quickly, so I'm considering taking it at midnight. I just took some Tylenol. I'm planning on taking lots of klonapin at 11:15ish and then taking 30g of sn at midnight. I am going to go for what could be my last walk right now to consider my decision further. But I truly feel I've had enough.
 
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I hope it works out for you.
 
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I am heavily considering taking the SN tonight. I believe it's time. I do not have anti emetic, but fuck it, I need to leave. I need to CTB. It's been too long. Way to fucking long. I last ate something 2 hours ago and I digest shit very quickly, so I'm considering taking it at midnight. I just took some Tylenol. I'm planning on taking lots of klonapin at 11:15ish and then taking 30g of sn at midnight. I am going to go for what could be my last walk right now to consider my decision further. But I truly feel I've had enough.
Dude. Don't risk it without the antiemetic. You don't want to end up worse than where you're. Get it, don't risk it.
 
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Dude. Don't risk it without the antiemetic. You don't want to end up worse than where you're. Get it, don't risk it.
Ok. I'm gonna try like .5 grams tonight to see what happens
 
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Do you think trying that much would gauge if you would vomit at the lethal dose? I honestly do not think it would. Seems like a waste of time.
 
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Do you think trying that much would gauge if you would vomit at the lethal dose? I honestly do not think it would. Seems like a waste of time.
Kinda just curious of the taste. I know that scaling reactions 60-fold is kind of futile
 
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Be careful, please :aw: Don't experiment with this..
 
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Kinda just curious of the taste. I know that scaling reactions 60-fold is kind of futile
Holy shit that's already pretty salty
I only put .5 grams in like 30 ml of water and drank about 5 ml so like .0833 grams total. Not gonna do crazy shit tonight just morbid curiosity.
 
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No! 5g is lethal !!
 
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Honestly just feel a bit calm. Might have been from benzos I took earlier hahahah
 
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Didn't mean to sound grumpy. Hope you are ok needtogo.
 
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