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needtogo
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- Jan 9, 2020
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I am heavily considering taking the SN tonight. I believe it's time. I do not have anti emetic, but fuck it, I need to leave. I need to CTB. It's been too long. Way to fucking long. I last ate something 2 hours ago and I digest shit very quickly, so I'm considering taking it at midnight. I just took some Tylenol. I'm planning on taking lots of klonapin at 11:15ish and then taking 30g of sn at midnight. I am going to go for what could be my last walk right now to consider my decision further. But I truly feel I've had enough.