Today I tested my SN for purity (both aquarium and blood test). Both came out good so I won't have to bother if the product is impure or contaminated. I ve got AE, some benzos, Ibuprofen. So I m all set. But now it feels weird to have everything at hand. I don't know when i ll be ready. I thought about January but it all feels so surreal. I know it is always an option to cancel a plan and just not do it but I don't see it in the long run. There is just no other way. It is just so strange to have it all and kind of waiting. Just felt to share these feelings cause of course I can't just call my friends and share with them. Thank you for listening.
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