Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

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May 9, 2021
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All the stuff I need to ctb with SN.
Very tempted today
Just staring at it…..
Feeling extra depressed today sigh
Where is the courage I need?
 

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Please don't act impulsively.
You can't take it back after it's done.
 
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ElizabethsFault

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I can't help being skeptical. Even when following all the SN instructions. It all seems to easy and accessible.
 
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All the stuff I need to ctb with SN.
Very tempted today
Just staring at it…..
Feeling extra depressed today sigh
Where is the courage I need?

What are the two medications?

I would get prepared and start getting in the right mindset to get it over with and over the horizon. That is why we are all here.
 
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ElizabethsFault

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What if the instructions are wrong? Ending up in a hospital from a failed attempt would make things much worse. I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid it won't work.
 
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Back when I got my SN, I dun goofed by ordering the smallest available tub..which was the 50g tub.

I cri errytiem I see people posting pictures of their 5 gallon jugs filled with SN lol
 
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Feb 11, 2020
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All the stuff I need to ctb with SN.
Very tempted today
Just staring at it…..
Feeling extra depressed today sigh
Where is the courage I need?
Looks like you got the same brand of SN (HM) that I recently ordered from 'A' that it supposed to arrive today. Can you comment on the condition of the bottle? Any expiration dates? Did it come shipped in an ice pack?
 
Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

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May 9, 2021
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Looks like you got the same brand of SN (HM) that I recently ordered from 'A' that it supposed to arrive today. Can you comment on the condition of the bottle? Any expiration dates? Did it come shipped in an ice pack?
It just the container itself wrapper with clear plastic in a box. Expires in 2024 in December. No ice pack. When I first got it, it in mostly powder and now it feels slightly clumpy, which I read it normal. I have it for about a little over a month since I ordered.
Back when I got my SN, I dun goofed by ordering the smallest available tub..which was the 50g tub.

I cri errytiem I see people posting pictures of their 5 gallon jugs filled with SN lol
Wow 500 gallons? Mine has about 500 grams in the container
 
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ElizabethsFault

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Jun 9, 2021
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Does anyone know if SN should come with an ice pack? I haven't read of this.
 
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It just the container itself wrapper with clear plastic in a box. Expires in 2024 in December. No ice pack. When I first got it, it in mostly powder and now it feels slightly clumpy, which I read it normal. I have it for about a little over a month since I order
Thanks. Yeah clumping should be okay, color looks good. I discovered it can be white or have a yellowish tinge. I got the ACS version which is supposed to be the most pure. "ACS grade is the highest level of purity, and meets the standards set by the American Chemical Society." - Source: Wikipedia. The AR version should be pure enough though.
Does anyone know if SN should come with an ice pack? I haven't read of this.
It shouldn't need it for normal shipping temps, oddly enough I couldn't find much about optimal storage temps, even from several MSDS docs. I mentioned this since the shipper 'A' mentioned it would be shipped with an ice pack. I will post today after it arrives.
 
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What if the instructions are wrong? Ending up in a hospital from a failed attempt would make things much worse. I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid it won't work.

There is nothing wrong with the instructions, its a tried and tested method.many people have CTb from this method, some have even been witnessed by members on here through video.

If you follow the instructions, have a 2nd,3rd cup in case of vomittingand are not found you will CTB. the only time anyone 'fails' is when they don't follow the instructions, call for help or are found.

make no mistake about it this method is reliable and will kill you, it isn't something to be messed about with if you don't want CTB you will DIE
 
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Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
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Thanks. Yeah clumping should be okay, color looks good. I discovered it can be white or have a yellowish tinge. I got the ACS version which is supposed to be the most pure. "ACS grade is the highest level of purity, and meets the standards set by the American Chemical Society." - Source: Wikipedia. The AR version should be pure enough though.

It shouldn't need it for normal shipping temps, oddly enough I couldn't find much about optimal storage temps, even from several MSDS docs. I mentioned this since the shipper 'A' mentioned it would be shipped with an ice pack. I will post today after it arrives.
ACS version I'm assuming you got the 3959. I saw review saying it not ACS quality and if I remembered correctly, someone on this site says the other one 417 is better which is the one I have.
 
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ACS version I'm assuming you got the 3959. I saw review saying it not ACS quality and if I remembered correctly, someone says the other one 417 is better which is the one I have.
I read some of those posts as well, however at this point I will trust the manufacturer that it truly is ACS purity which is at least 95% which is good enough. I will be testing it, not from a lab, but still need some verification. I also needed it this week and shipping was slower for the AR!

"ACS grade meets or exceeds purity standards set by the American Chemical Society (ACS). This grade is acceptable for food, drug, or medicinal use and can be used for ACS applications or for general procedures that require stringent quality specifications and a purity of ≥95%." Source: https://www.labmanager.com/business...common-grades-for-chemicals-and-reagents-2655

It appears that AR (Analytical-Reagent) can be as high as 99.9%, however the grade (percent of purity).
 
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checkouttime

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ACS version I'm assuming you got the 3959. I saw review saying it not ACS quality and if I remembered correctly, someone on this site says the other one 417 is better which is the one I have.
I read some of those posts as well, however at this point I will trust the manufacturer that it truly is ACS purity which is at least 95% which is good enough. I will be testing it, not from a lab, but still need some verification. I also needed it this week and shipping was slower for the AR!

"ACS grade meets or exceeds purity standards set by the American Chemical Society (ACS). This grade is acceptable for food, drug, or medicinal use and can be used for ACS applications or for general procedures that require stringent quality specifications and a purity of ≥95%." Source: https://www.labmanager.com/business...common-grades-for-chemicals-and-reagents-2655

It appears that AR (Analytical-Reagent) can be as high as 99.9%, however the grade (percent of purity).

yes i would trust the manufacturers information aswell. obviously you can see through all the BS posts aswell, most of it will be to scare people. they 3959 is 97-102% and 417 is above 98% is the only difference as far as i can see in the technical data.
 
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ElizabethsFault

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There is nothing wrong with the instructions, its a tried and tested method.many people have CTb from this method, some have even been witnessed by members on here through video.

If you follow the instructions, have a 2nd,3rd cup in case of vomittingand are not found you will CTB. the only time anyone 'fails' is when they don't follow the instructions, call for help or are found.

make no mistake about it this method is reliable and will kill you, it isn't something to be messed about with if you don't want CTB you will DIE
Thank you
 
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SN just arrived from 'A', just like any other package, with the only difference being on the label which was a small, unremarkable DOT symbol (see below) which pertains to special permitting. I had wondered what the labeling would look like and was surprised it was so basic.

I was pleased to see the bottled was plastic sealed and the cap that has a tamper ring. It was NOT shipped with an ice pack as indicated in the description. the label on the bottle lists the Assay at 97.00-102.00. It has an expiration date of 2/2025.

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SN just arrived from 'A', just like any other package, with the only difference being on the label which was a small, unremarkable DOT symbol (see below) which pertains to special permitting. I had wondered what the labeling would look like and was surprised it was so basic.

I was pleased to see the bottled was plastic sealed and the cap that has a tamper ring. It was NOT shipped with an ice pack as indicated in the description. the label on the bottle lists the Assay at 97.00-102.00. It has an expiration date of 2/2025.

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What's your regime with using SN?
 
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r2d2020

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What's your regime with using SN?
20-25g SN in 50ml water with backup dose. Still need Meto, will use OTC antacid (MoM), 1000mg Acetaminophen and Benzos to reduce my very strong Si! I am only using SN if I don't succeed with my hypoxia, hopefully I will still have the ability!

How about yours?
 

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