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BlueButterfly19

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I feel so in control deciding that ending my life on my terms is the best way out. I don't want to be stuck in the American healthcare system draining my pockets when my hard earned money could benefit my friends and family that I care about and to end my suffering on my own terms. Right now setting up 401k and bank account beneficiaries, just need to write a will and all that jazz.

I finally got SN in the mail after waiting several weeks. My doctor prescribes me trazodone for sleep, do you think I should take some before taking SN? I don't think I could get other medicines that are needed so might try OTC nausea aid and hope for the best.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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All you need is the SN and a way to measure that and water. Everything else just eases side affects— (Yes, i know Meto assists in gastric emptying, not everyone has access). If you've been taking the Traz and understand it's onset time, its perfectly fine to put in your protocol, in theory, just make sure to time it so it doesnt kick in before you can hypothetically finish what you're doing.
 
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All you need is the SN and a way to measure that and water. Everything else just eases side affects— (Yes, i know Meto assists in gastric emptying, not everyone has access). If you've been taking the Traz and understand it's onset time, its perfectly fine to put in your protocol, in theory, just make sure to time it so it doesnt kick in before you can hypothetically finish what you're doing.
I have mine too but I'm teriffiieeedd r you scared
 
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cotton

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Nov 6, 2024
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Do any of your friends have a similar plan?
 
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BlueButterfly19

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Sep 14, 2024
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Am I terrified? No actually this is my best plan I have. Honestly not scared of carrying out SN at all, compared to my other methods. Any of my friends who I know are suicidal, don't know anything about their plans and want to keep it that way.
 
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