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crazysushi

Member
Mar 1, 2026
10
Hi, may I know if my protocol is okay?

Day1
0800 10mg metaclopramide
1600 10mg metaclopramide
2400 10mg metaclopramide

Day 2
0800 10mg metaclopramide
1600 10mg metaclopramide + start solid fasting
2000 liquid fasting
2300 1000mg paracetamol
2315 30mg metaclopramide
2330 Xanax (how much should I take?)
2400 drink 20g SN in 50ml water (if vomit drink the second glass)

I stay with family so I'm not sure how quiet this will be.
 
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Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
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Hi) If this is your final decision, please, better go to hotel. There is high possibility that your family will hear your vomiting and breathing and call the medical assistance.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
743
Xanax, if you never taken benzos before and if you are an average person with a weight of around 60-80Kg, 1-2mg would be enough to take the panic and anxiety away.

That's how much I will take. I take benzos very very rarely and I don't have a tolerance to them and I weigh 90kg.
 
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crazysushi

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Mar 1, 2026
10
Realistically how loud would it be? If I drank it in the first floor would they hear it in the second floor?

Hi) If this is your final decision, please, better go to hotel. There is high possibility that your family will hear your vomiting and breathing and call the medical assistance.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
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Realistically how loud would it be? If I drank it in the first floor would they hear it in the second floor?
It's hard to speculate, but I've seen videos of people using it, and it's not a quiet method. You'll very likely be gagging and vomiting. After you lose consciousness, you will also breath really heavily which can be loud as your body loses oxygen. Also, if you're not laying down, there is a chance you'll collapse, even if you're sitting.

I would second the recommendation to get a hotel room. It can be a cheap one. If you can do that, the chances of intervention is lower.
 

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