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heisenberg

heisenberg

pile of skin and bones
May 18, 2020
162
my ctb date is exactly two weeks from today. i just want to be sure my protocol is alright. any advice would be appreciated.

fast from at least 6pm the day before, stop drinking water 2 hours before starting protocol on the day of.
17:00 1000mg paracetamol
17:20 3x10mg meto
17:45 100mg propranolol (all i have sadly)
17:50 450mg xanax
18:00 25g sn (second and third cup prepared if needed)

i'm mostly concerned about the time at which to take the propranolol and xanax. i'm aware propranolol is considered a luxury and not required but i figured if i have it, i should use it.

i've tested my sn (dmc) via blood test and aquarium test and luckily it's still good to go even though i've had it almost a year. i would post the results but it keeps giving me an error when adding the picture :p

weird how last week i was still nervous about wanting to ctb but as the day draws nearer, i'm more open to death.
 

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