klm
life is despair
- Jan 20, 2020
- 32
I plan on attempting SN tonight for the second time as I failed horribly the first time, I have everything I need and everything is in order.
I will take xanax and hydrocodone and Ativan and promethazine an hour or two before I drive to my location, and then once completed isolated drink the SN on an empty stomach, hopefully the benzos and sleep deprivation help with the tachycardia and help me go unconscious faster, I hate that it has to end this way but I'm exhausted, and I hate that I'm gonna hurt people by doing this, I don't wanna hurt anyone but myself, I'm just so tired of the nonstop pain.
This website has helped me tremendously and has helped me feel less lonely and I can see that there are many people who can relate to me, and many people have helped me and talked to me, and I am forever grateful for that.
If I don't make a post within the next 2 weeks I'm most likely gone
I love you all, goodbye <3
I will take xanax and hydrocodone and Ativan and promethazine an hour or two before I drive to my location, and then once completed isolated drink the SN on an empty stomach, hopefully the benzos and sleep deprivation help with the tachycardia and help me go unconscious faster, I hate that it has to end this way but I'm exhausted, and I hate that I'm gonna hurt people by doing this, I don't wanna hurt anyone but myself, I'm just so tired of the nonstop pain.
This website has helped me tremendously and has helped me feel less lonely and I can see that there are many people who can relate to me, and many people have helped me and talked to me, and I am forever grateful for that.
If I don't make a post within the next 2 weeks I'm most likely gone
I love you all, goodbye <3