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deadpool55

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Mar 26, 2026
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Hello, Just wanted to know if there is any chance of getting some SN without getting it from DSL. I am really tired of life, I saw there is some Cure Salt in Amazon with NANO2 in it but dont know if it would be effective. I am from Spain. If there is no chance of getting SN I would have to let the train pass above my neck. Thank you anyway. I am a little bit scared for the train Method.
 
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user0000

Member
Nov 16, 2022
45
Hello, Just wanted to know if there is any chance of getting some SN without getting it from DSL. I am really tired of life, I saw there is some Cure Salt in Amazon with NANO2 in it but dont know if it would be effective. I am from Spain. If there is no chance of getting SN I would have to let the train pass above my neck. Thank you anyway. I am a little bit scared for the train Method.
I think letting train pass on your neck is more harder than jumping from high building or other tough methods. And if you decide to not kill yourself in last minute I don't think you're going anywhere other than psych ward
 
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exhaustedgolfcat

Member
Feb 22, 2026
7
I think letting train pass on your neck is more harder than jumping from high building or other tough methods. And if you decide to not kill yourself in last minute I don't think you're going anywhere other than psych ward
and it causes real trauma for the driver unfortunately. i'm a hypocrite as i've been contemplating jumping in front of one
 
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deadpool55

Member
Mar 26, 2026
8
I think letting train pass on your neck is more harder than jumping from high building or other tough methods. And if you decide to not kill yourself in last minute I don't think you're going anywhere other than psych ward
I am already in a psych ward. Thks anyway. I think I am prepared Now. I Just dont feel any impulse from life. They injected me really hard drugs there. My life is ruined in my 20s
 
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user0000

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Nov 16, 2022
45
I am already in a psych ward. Thks anyway. I think I am prepared Now. I Just dont feel any impulse from life. They injected me really hard drugs there. My life is ruined in my 20s
I'm 21 and my life is pretty fucked up too. I hope you won't hurt yourself more while trying to end your suffering. Peace on you
 
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GabenBeaver

Member
Mar 26, 2026
31
Hello, Just wanted to know if there is any chance of getting some SN without getting it from DSL. I am really tired of life, I saw there is some Cure Salt in Amazon with NANO2 in it but dont know if it would be effective. I am from Spain. If there is no chance of getting SN I would have to let the train pass above my neck. Thank you anyway. I am a little bit scared for the train Method.
Unfortunately killing yourself with a train traumatizes the driver. SN is a better option in my opinion. Just check for the NANO2 content. Dsl is pretty easy to find as long as you dont overcomplicate it and look at the older threads, but i think that there are ways to get SN by yourself. I think one is in the "TM-21-210 improvised munitions handbook" but i dont know about the purity of the product.
 
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deadpool55

Member
Mar 26, 2026
8
It took me a good 2 hours and insanity to find it. Use the search function tbere's loads of clues on there.
I dont have it yet. Give me some clue. I dont really understand why everyone behaves like that respect to DSL but I just want help. You could DM me or something outside this web, I trully need to end my vegetative state
 
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tonicer

Student
Nov 13, 2025
167
I watched a lot of gore videos online to know that the train method is extremely messy and will traumatize whoever has to clean it up but when i was younger i thought about it too.

Now i think the best way is jumping from a skyscraper i can almost imagine it, being weightless for a couple of seconds must feel amazing, the air rushing past my ears and then silence, finally no more noise and no more stress and no more pain. It's messy too but doesn't compare to the train option. Sure some bones might pierce the skin after the impact but i saw a video where a guy jumped or fell from a building and he looked pretty good compared to a train "user".
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
204
I dont have it yet. Give me some clue. I dont really understand why everyone behaves like that respect to DSL but I just want help. You could DM me or something outside this web, I trully need to end my vegetative state
I will literally copy paste the exact clues that drove me there into a PM to you.
Actually you're on your own lol you're too new and don't have a PM function yet.

Just search 'dsl clues' look through the threads. It's fun it's like solving a puzzle and you'll feel rewarded when ya get there on your own 🙃
 
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Niko3

Member
Dec 29, 2025
5
Hola
Yo también soy de España y tampoco sé que tienda es DSL.
Si lo averiguas o alguien te facilita la información, dímelo por favor.
Tengo un sobre de NS que compré en EBAY (cuando se podía) pero hace varios años que ha caducado y no lo considero confiable.
Tengo las Benzos, la metoclopramida para no vomitar e incluso el propranolol para hacerlo de una forma más cómoda, pero quiero NS reciente con seguridad de su eficacia y no tengo energías para buscarlo ahora.
Podemos hablar de lo que quieras y compartir información.
Lo del tren me parece una forma terrible de hacerlo.
 
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deadpool55

Member
Mar 26, 2026
8
Hola tío qué tal!! Dicen algo de DSL pero no entiendo nada. Sabes 100% que el NS caducado no vale?
Hola
Yo también soy de España y tampoco sé que tienda es DSL.
Si lo averiguas o alguien te facilita la información, dímelo por favor.
Tengo un sobre de NS que compré en EBAY (cuando se podía) pero hace varios años que ha caducado y no lo considero confiable.
Tengo las Benzos, la metoclopramida para no vomitar e incluso el propranolol para hacerlo de una forma más cómoda, pero quiero NS reciente con seguridad de su eficacia y no tengo energías para buscarlo ahora.
Podemos hablar de lo que quieras y compartir información.
Lo del tren me parece una forma terrible de hacerlo.
I watched a lot of gore videos online to know that the train method is extremely messy and will traumatize whoever has to clean it up but when i was younger i thought about it too.

Now i think the best way is jumping from a skyscraper i can almost imagine it, being weightless for a couple of seconds must feel amazing, the air rushing past my ears and then silence, finally no more noise and no more stress and no more pain. It's messy too but doesn't compare to the train option. Sure some bones might pierce the skin after the impact but i saw a video where a guy jumped or fell from a building and he looked pretty good compared to a train "user".
I dont f* care about that tbh. U really cant imagine how bad is my actual state. I just need to end my life asap and in any way
 
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Niko3

Member
Dec 29, 2025
5
Yo no hago mas que ver lo de DLS pero ni idea de que tienda o que persona es es para hacer un pedido.
Según he leido el Nitrito de Sodio dura mucho mas de lo que pone en su fecha de caducidad pero el sobre de 100gr que yo tengo tiene como 6 años o mas y no me fio.
Hablan mucho de alquien que lo vende en Polonia y en Ucrania, pero no he indagado tanto para saber como contactar, lo llevan muy en secreto y no tengo ánimos para mirar cientos de post para ver a que tienda o persona se refieren.
 
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deadpool55

Member
Mar 26, 2026
8
Hello, Just wanted to know if there is any chance of getting some SN without getting it from DSL. I am really tired of life, I saw there is some Cure Salt in Amazon with NANO2 in it but dont know if it would be effective. I am from Spain. If there is no chance of getting SN I would have to let the train pass above my neck. Thank you anyway. I am a little bit scared for the train Method.

Yo no hago mas que ver lo de DLS pero ni idea de que tienda o que persona es es para hacer un pedido.
Según he leido el Nitrito de Sodio dura mucho mas de lo que pone en su fecha de caducidad pero el sobre de 100gr que yo tengo tiene como 6 años o mas y no me fio.
Hablan mucho de alquien que lo vende en Polonia y en Ucrania, pero no he indagado tanto para saber como contactar, lo llevan muy en secreto y no tengo ánimos para mirar cientos de post para ver a que tienda o persona se refieren.
Eres de Madrid? Yo tengo mucha necesidad de acabar con mi vida. Me han borrado la personalidad, no sé ni quién soy ya. No sé cómo hacerlo, solo me queda la idea del tren
 
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Niko3

Member
Dec 29, 2025
5
No soy de Madrid, soy de otra ciudad que está a 1 hora y media en tren.
Entiendo completamente tu desesperación porque también la he sufrido varias veces aunque siempre acababa retrasándolo por alguien.
En su momento también pense en poner la cabeza en en las vias del tren pero he visto videos y es algo extremadamente desagradable.
Yo espero encontrar NS nuevo de alguna manera.
Siempre puedo probar el que tengo mezclado con alguna otra cosa como ponerme una soga cerca si no funciona.
 
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