xmissellax

xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
Hi everyone! I'm a new member who has been lurking the past few days. I'm so relieved to find this community. So many lovely people on here who don't deserve to feel the way they do.

Finding out about SN has given me a burst of hope and ironically made me want to stay longer as long as I know I have it in my back pocket. I've read good and bad accounts, while I'm scared of failure I still want to pursue this method, but I could use your help! I was originally going to drown myself but realised that's one of the worst and most painful ways to go. So I'm really relying on SN to help me find the peace I so desperately crave.

Questions:
1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?

2) I would like to access benzos. I have a history of bad mental health with my GP but unsure what I could say to get him to prescribe some to me. What UK options of Benzos are there? If I can't source from GP, is it safe to access benzos from the dark web, or will I have welfare visits?

3) I would also like to access domperidone. GP is hesitant to prescribe this med. Safe to source on dark web or nah? I have prochlorperazine and zofran, both AE's, but haven't heard much about other people using them. Are these fine to use for the SN protocol? I'm not keen on met as I heard the side effects can be bad.

4) If anyone else in the UK is thinking about doing this method, I'd love to feel less alone and chat.

5) I've heard talk about using hotels to CTB in. I'm wondering if a secluded airbnb would be a better choice, less chance of being found, other people and cleaners passing by?

6) This is a long shot, but I have severe anxiety. It would really help if I could have someone I could talk to on here who gets it or who can help me double check about things as I always value a second opinion. Maybe even someone to DM with me when I eventually CTB. I would greatly, greatly appreciate if anyone would be kind enough to do that.

Many thanks for your time!
 
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strangelife

strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
357
I think it's better to check the purity of SN with standard tests, the information is in SN bible thread.
 
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Tzu

Member
Feb 5, 2024
19
You can get domperidone easily in the UK through online pharmacies, they don't have to contact your GP to prescribe it.
 
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xmissellax

xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
You can get domperidone easily in the UK through online pharmacies, they don't have to contact your GP to prescribe it.
Thank you! Would procolopherazine be okay? I saw it was mentioned in Vizzy's post.
I think it's better to check the purity of SN with standard tests, the information is in SN bible thread.
Okay, I'll check using the tests. Is it worth getting SN from Alibaba?
 
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Tzu

Member
Feb 5, 2024
19
Thank you! Would procolopherazine be okay? I saw it was mentioned in Vizzy's post.

Okay, I'll check using the tests. Is it worth getting SN from Alibaba?
Don't have any personal experience with it but it's the right kind of drug so I can't see why it wouldn't work. Would always recommend taking a test dose or two of whatever you get just to see how if effects you regardless.
 
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4g1vvvven

šŸ” Looking for the nicest exit šŸšŖ
Feb 14, 2023
179
Thank you! Would procolopherazine be okay? I saw it was mentioned in Vizzy's post.
I'm wondering the same thing, it's an easier one to get in the UK but I'm not sure what dosage would be appropriate.
 
xmissellax

xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
I'm wondering the same thing, it's an easier one to get in the UK but I'm not sure what dosage would be appropriate.
So I've asked around a little and also saw proc listed on Vizzy's guide - so I think you're good to go! Not sure about the dosage myself. I have the 3mg buccal tabs and some regular tabs. I do know that I need to double up on the buccal sometimes to get a good anti nausea effect going. I suffer from nausea a lot so. Met also seems to have some pretty gnarly side effects which could make one's CTB more uncomfortable than it needs to be. Proc and a little zofran are going to be my choice of AE!
 
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BorderlineChellery

BorderlineChellery

I was never meant for this life...
Feb 19, 2024
66
I'm also in the UK and looking to ctb with SN, I've found a site but I have purchased as I'm not sure if it's the right stuff or not, I want to be as certain as possible when I try as my mental health team are already trying to get me in hospital.

I'd be happy to chat if you want to, I'm also new so might not be able to answer questions but it's just nice to have someone who understands
 
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idontknow99

Member
Nov 25, 2023
23
I'm also in the UK and looking to ctb with SN, I've found a site but I have purchased as I'm not sure if it's the right stuff or not, I want to be as certain as possible when I try as my mental health team are already trying to get me in hospital.

I'd be happy to chat if you want to, I'm also new so might not be able to answer questions but it's just nice to have someone who understands
Could I pm you. Also in the uk and interested in sn
 
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Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
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1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?
I would be happy to help you with this (and with this only), whether in private or in public. Have you purchased from at least one of the sources already? The best source would be a chemical manufacturer or lab supplier, with datasheets or certificates of analysis available. Don't know much about Alibaba apart from the fact that the products are mostly Chinese/Indian - if possible, I'd personally avoid them, but I may be biased
 
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wishfulthinking1967

Member
Mar 10, 2024
16
I am also interested the UK and my ideal method would be to use SN
 
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bobcat01

Member
Mar 10, 2024
31
Questions:
1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?


Many thanks for your time!
Any luck with any of your orders arriving?
 
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Tigon

Member
Jun 4, 2024
5
Hi everyone! I'm a new member who has been lurking the past few days. I'm so relieved to find this community. So many lovely people on here who don't deserve to feel the way they do.

Finding out about SN has given me a burst of hope and ironically made me want to stay longer as long as I know I have it in my back pocket. I've read good and bad accounts, while I'm scared of failure I still want to pursue this method, but I could use your help! I was originally going to drown myself but realised that's one of the worst and most painful ways to go. So I'm really relying on SN to help me find the peace I so desperately crave.

Questions:
1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?

2) I would like to access benzos. I have a history of bad mental health with my GP but unsure what I could say to get him to prescribe some to me. What UK options of Benzos are there? If I can't source from GP, is it safe to access benzos from the dark web, or will I have welfare visits?

3) I would also like to access domperidone. GP is hesitant to prescribe this med. Safe to source on dark web or nah? I have prochlorperazine and zofran, both AE's, but haven't heard much about other people using them. Are these fine to use for the SN protocol? I'm not keen on met as I heard the side effects can be bad.

4) If anyone else in the UK is thinking about doing this method, I'd love to feel less alone and chat.

5) I've heard talk about using hotels to CTB in. I'm wondering if a secluded airbnb would be a better choice, less chance of being found, other people and cleaners passing by?

6) This is a long shot, but I have severe anxiety. It would really help if I could have someone I could talk to on here who gets it or who can help me double check about things as I always value a second opinion. Maybe even someone to DM with me when I eventually CTB. I would greatly, greatly appreciate if anyone would be kind enough to do that.

Many thanks for your time!
If you still need help pm me
 
ecliptic

ecliptic

take me to the afterlife
Jun 2, 2024
76
I'm also in the uk i want to leave this place.
 
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motoko_s9

Member
Jul 2, 2024
42
Alibaba sounds a strange place to be selling SN.
 
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Badger88

Member
Sep 30, 2023
23
Hi all if someone could PM me about SN, I'm in the UK and looking for pointers on a source, I've got everything else ready, Meto, some painkillers and some benzos, just need that final part. Thanks
 
Freedomatlast24

Freedomatlast24

Member
May 12, 2024
80
Hi all if someone could PM me about SN, I'm in the UK and looking for pointers on a source, I've got everything else ready, Meto, some painkillers and some benzos, just need that final part. Thanks
How the hell do you get all those meds in the UK šŸ˜­
 
onelastcall

onelastcall

discord username: aa0a5a274061
Jul 11, 2024
55
I have been looking into SN too. I found few sellers some in Poland and one in Portugal but none of them deliver to the UK. I am thinking of buying it from Portugal then use a mail forwarding site. The only concern here would be how they package the SN, I do not want any welfare checks.

As for benzos, the GP will not prescribe it to you. Only a psychiatrist can, I believe. I got it after I was with the HTT in my area and seen by a psychiatrist. You might try saying you have panic attacks and really severe anxiety.

I was also thinking of booking a hotel room as I imagine they have some sort of protocol for this kind of situations. Airbnb just gonna give the owner ptsd.

I cannot PM because I am also new here but I have my discord if anyone wants talk about it more.
How the hell do you get all those meds in the UK šŸ˜­
Benzos can be only prescribed by a Psychiatrist I think, but you might try telling your GP you have severe panic attacks and anxiety.
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

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Apr 30, 2024
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I have been looking into SN too. I found few sellers some in Poland and one in Portugal but none of them deliver to the UK. I am thinking of buying it from Portugal then use a mail forwarding site. The only concern here would be how they package the SN, I do not want any welfare checks.

As for benzos, the GP will not prescribe it to you. Only a psychiatrist can, I believe. I got it after I was with the HTT in my area and seen by a psychiatrist. You might try saying you have panic attacks and really severe anxiety.

I was also thinking of booking a hotel room as I imagine they have some sort of protocol for this kind of situations. Airbnb just gonna give the owner ptsd.

I cannot PM because I am also new here but I have my discord if anyone wants talk about it more.

Benzos can be only prescribed by a Psychiatrist I think, but you might try telling your GP you have severe panic attacks and anxiety.
I think the same about the Airbnb thing. I'm going to a hotel (yet to find) with an internal locked door, either a bedroom & bathroom & locking myself in there with a do not enter, call emergency services sign. I think a cleaner in a hotel would call their boss & they'd call emergency services rather than enter. I think there'd be a good chance an Airbnb owner would try to get in & get PTSD like you said. I'm fully planning to CTB but trying to minimise trauma. I know people who have found people in not good ways & it's fucked them up for life.
Ask whoever you're purchasing from about packaging & labelling - I asked DMC & they said discreet & it was labelled as something else but it did have big Ukraine stamps all over it that could raise questions if you live with other people. Not welfare related but they'd surely wonder what you would be getting from the Ukraine in current situation. I just received an answer from B (I think Poland??) & they said it has the B logo on the packaging - they sell other things but it's still risky if living with others, especially if they're either do-gooders that want to save you, or like me, C-words that would use it to punish you or call crisis team. I got what I'm hoping is legit DMC in Australia not the UK thoughā€¦ I hope some of that is useful.
 
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Badger88

Member
Sep 30, 2023
23
I have been looking into SN too. I found few sellers some in Poland and one in Portugal but none of them deliver to the UK. I am thinking of buying it from Portugal then use a mail forwarding site. The only concern here would be how they package the SN, I do not want any welfare checks.

As for benzos, the GP will not prescribe it to you. Only a psychiatrist can, I believe. I got it after I was with the HTT in my area and seen by a psychiatrist. You might try saying you have panic attacks and really severe anxiety.

I was also thinking of booking a hotel room as I imagine they have some sort of protocol for this kind of situations. Airbnb just gonna give the owner ptsd.

I cannot PM because I am also new here but I have my discord if anyone wants talk about it more.

Benzos can be only prescribed by a Psychiatrist I think, but you might try telling your GP you have severe panic attacks and anxiety.
For Benzos, certain clear net sites will sell them to you
 

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