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Need My Peace
- Feb 25, 2024
- 113
Hi everyone! I'm a new member who has been lurking the past few days. I'm so relieved to find this community. So many lovely people on here who don't deserve to feel the way they do.
Finding out about SN has given me a burst of hope and ironically made me want to stay longer as long as I know I have it in my back pocket. I've read good and bad accounts, while I'm scared of failure I still want to pursue this method, but I could use your help! I was originally going to drown myself but realised that's one of the worst and most painful ways to go. So I'm really relying on SN to help me find the peace I so desperately crave.
Questions:
1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?
2) I would like to access benzos. I have a history of bad mental health with my GP but unsure what I could say to get him to prescribe some to me. What UK options of Benzos are there? If I can't source from GP, is it safe to access benzos from the dark web, or will I have welfare visits?
3) I would also like to access domperidone. GP is hesitant to prescribe this med. Safe to source on dark web or nah? I have prochlorperazine and zofran, both AE's, but haven't heard much about other people using them. Are these fine to use for the SN protocol? I'm not keen on met as I heard the side effects can be bad.
4) If anyone else in the UK is thinking about doing this method, I'd love to feel less alone and chat.
5) I've heard talk about using hotels to CTB in. I'm wondering if a secluded airbnb would be a better choice, less chance of being found, other people and cleaners passing by?
6) This is a long shot, but I have severe anxiety. It would really help if I could have someone I could talk to on here who gets it or who can help me double check about things as I always value a second opinion. Maybe even someone to DM with me when I eventually CTB. I would greatly, greatly appreciate if anyone would be kind enough to do that.
Many thanks for your time!
Finding out about SN has given me a burst of hope and ironically made me want to stay longer as long as I know I have it in my back pocket. I've read good and bad accounts, while I'm scared of failure I still want to pursue this method, but I could use your help! I was originally going to drown myself but realised that's one of the worst and most painful ways to go. So I'm really relying on SN to help me find the peace I so desperately crave.
Questions:
1) I live in the UK and I have found some SN on Albibaba and from a European website which on a whim I purchased, but I'm unsure of these sources. Alibaba said they were lab grade 99%, not sure about the EU source but I read someone here bought from them. Are these good enough for SN or is it only reccomended to buy from certain suppliers? Could someone help me check my sources via PM?
2) I would like to access benzos. I have a history of bad mental health with my GP but unsure what I could say to get him to prescribe some to me. What UK options of Benzos are there? If I can't source from GP, is it safe to access benzos from the dark web, or will I have welfare visits?
3) I would also like to access domperidone. GP is hesitant to prescribe this med. Safe to source on dark web or nah? I have prochlorperazine and zofran, both AE's, but haven't heard much about other people using them. Are these fine to use for the SN protocol? I'm not keen on met as I heard the side effects can be bad.
4) If anyone else in the UK is thinking about doing this method, I'd love to feel less alone and chat.
5) I've heard talk about using hotels to CTB in. I'm wondering if a secluded airbnb would be a better choice, less chance of being found, other people and cleaners passing by?
6) This is a long shot, but I have severe anxiety. It would really help if I could have someone I could talk to on here who gets it or who can help me double check about things as I always value a second opinion. Maybe even someone to DM with me when I eventually CTB. I would greatly, greatly appreciate if anyone would be kind enough to do that.
Many thanks for your time!
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