Sn just want to make sure I have this right

[aloneintheworld]

Was doing the 10mg of meto every 8 hours for 3 days up until Sunday morning and then I decided to stop and that I wanted to live. But that is no longer the case I have fasted for only 8 hours and just took some Tylenol and tramadol also took allergy medicine 15 minutes before that I hope that wouldn't interfere.
In a couple minutes I need to take the metoclopromide again stan says 30mg but is that sufficient since I built a tolerance of it over the weekend? Also where would I incorporate my lorazapam? I have a lot of it could take up to 30mg but I know that's not necessary but I'd like to know how much.
Also how important is the water intake my water is more dehydrated than usual my pee hasn't been this yellow in forever but I haven't been paying great attention to exact intake.
Also for measuring the SN I am a heavy person so I would 1 tbsp be sufficient and then make an extra cup?

 

[k75]

The latest PPH is recommending 35g if you're overweight, which seems excessive to me. Pretty sure they have the normal dose at 25g now. This is up from 15g.

You want to measure in tbsp, not tsp. But I don't know the specifics. Hopefully someone else comes along who does. Personally, I think a scale is better than tablespoons.

There's a point where you'll be restricting fluids, but until then there are no water intake rules. Please check one of the guides for specifics on making your schedule. It's all in there for you.


Edit: I could have sworn you said tsp, but I guess I'm just tired. Sorry.

 

[aloneintheworld]

The latest PPH is recommending 35g if you're overweight, which seems excessive to me. Pretty sure they have the normal dose at 25g now. This is up from 15g.

You want to measure in tbsp, not tsp. But I don't know the specifics. Hopefully someone else comes along who does. Personally, I think a scale is better than tablespoons.

There's a point where you'll be restricting fluids, but until then there are no water intake rules. Please check one of the guides for specifics on making your schedule. It's all in there for you.

I already started it by taking my pain meds and the meto but I'm not sure if I've restricted enough water I just know I've drank less than 8oz over the past 8 hour period. I am about 200lbs do you think a tablespoon and a quarter would be sufficent I don't have a scale

 

[k75]

I'm really not sure about the number of tablespoons, as I'm planning on weighing it. A search should bring it up though. The water timing, too. You'll be completely stopping your water intake.

Are you doing the stat dose then?

 

[aloneintheworld]

Yes I was planning on doing the fast one prepared for it all weekend and chickened our yesterday. Then circumstances happened today and I'm being a little impulsive I already started the regimen I've taken everything besides my Pepcid, the SN, and lorazapam. I'm not sure if I need to take extra metoclopromide since I took it all weekend but I took 3 about 10 minutes ago
Correction now I've taken the Pepcid too. I need to figure out the sn opening my package hoping I got the right stuff. Except I am getting just the taste of my medicine coming up and I'm not sure why maybe because my stomach is empty do you know if that means I need more of the metocompromide?

 

[Quarky00]

You're pretty much ok , but sound a bit anxious or worried . Other than technical details how are you feeling ?
You can delay things until you feel sure about method

is that sufficient since I built a tolerance of it over the weekend?

Short answer : YES , that is actually exactly according to guide .
(Tolerance develops for bad side-effects- good, Accumulation increase effects- good)

Also where would I incorporate my lorazapam?

You should have tested it before, as it may affect you differently, quicker or not .
"peak effects coincide with peak serum levels, which occur 90 to 120 minutes after oral administration". -
45 minutes before SN sounds fine? Taking too soon can cause you to sleep before SN .
You don't need a lot , 3 pills could knock you out , but then again it's personal .

how important is the water intake

Unless drinking gallons, not that important . No need to be strict . During few hours before SN drink as little as possible but keep yourself comfortable . If you feel you must drink before SN , at least avoid drinking 20-30m before , should suffice (stomach empties liquids very quickly, within few minutes) .

I'm not sure if I need to take extra metoclopromide since I took it all weekend but I took 3 about 10 minutes ago
. . . .
do you know if that means I need more of the metocompromide?

You don't need more meto . You're ready within 1h from taking x3 meto .

 

[k75]

Ok, so you're pretty far into this, about 30min away from SN. I don't mean to lecture you, but this seems alarmingly disorganized.

This is about the time when most people take their benzos and everything. But you want to make sure that you don't knock yourself out before you actually drink the solution. Please double check Stan's guide or one of the other guides. They all have timelines written in them.

You don't need more Meto because you just took your three pills which is the stat dose.

I wish you luck but I can't help you any more than I already have. I can't walk you through this but there are guides that will tell you everything you need to know.

 

[aloneintheworld]

Ok, so you're pretty far into this, about 30min away from SN. I don't mean to lecture you, but this seems alarmingly disorganized.

This is about the time when most people take their benzos and everything. But you want to make sure that you don't knock yourself out before you actually drink the solution. Please double check Stan's guide or one of the other guides. They all have timelines written in them.

You don't need more Meto because you just took your three pills which is the stat dose.

I wish you luck but I can't help you any more than I already have. I can't walk you through this but there are guides that will tell you everything you need to know.

I feel myself starting to chicken out (one last phone call etc etc) I'm already at the hour limit as when I first started medicating and I haven't even made my mixtures. If I do it later tonight do you know what I should do/retake ugh I can't even successfully do suicide

 

[Quarky00]

I feel myself starting to chicken out (one last phone call etc etc) I'm already at the hour limit as when I first started medicating and I haven't even made my mixtures. If I do it later tonight do you know what I should do/retake ugh I can't even successfully do suicide

You don't have a limit .
Meto+antacid effective for 2 hours , you have time , don't rush things , you can decide whatever you want ...

How are you feeling ? Please tell us

 

[k75]

Okay listen, I feel like you're really not ready for this and what you're saying right now makes me more convinced of that. There's no shame in not continuing.

If your gut's telling you you're not ready, listen to it.

Take some time and plan this out. Organize your time schedule and figure out all of your doses and measurements.

This is not something that should be rushed. You don't want to forget something or do something wrong, and you don't want to make a mistake.

Death is going to be there later. Take care of yourself. You can't undo this action.

 

[Jean4]

I agree with others. You appear awfully scattered, and quite honestly, not ready which is fine.

If you want to talk, we will listen.

 

[aloneintheworld]

Update I've done everything up to the sn. I'm very tired and scared and my feet are startjnhg to freeze. I want to lie down for a nap but I'm afraid I want to die and not cope with everything going on and everything I sabotaged in reasoning of oh I'll CTB

 

[k75]

Why don't you take a nap and tackle this again later with a clear head? Maybe talk to us about what's going on? It could help you feel better.

 

[Jean4]

Can I ask what brought you to this point? Maybe we can help.

 

[Quarky00]

You can sit down and talk, and continue ctb later :) It's ok.

What scared you, what have you sabotaged?

 

[asifkhanny12345]

Are u uk?

 

[aloneintheworld]

I woke up less foggy from all the meds this is still what I want to do. It's been 3.5 hours though what would I retake to go through with this I have things I don't want to face tomorrow

 

[Tempeste]

Just bc you are thinking about it doesn't mean you're on a a timeline.
As others have said, we're listening if you want to talk about why you feel you can't face tomorrow.
Your choices are yours, no one here will tell you must ctb or stop. I'm just concerned bc you don't sound committed, just desperate about something and maybe that can be worked out, give you a little breathing room to decide what you really want and when.

 

[aloneintheworld]

Just bc you are thinking about it doesn't mean you're on a a timeline.
As others have said, we're listening if you want to talk about why you feel you can't face tomorrow.
Your choices are yours, no one here will tell you must ctb or stop. I'm just concerned bc you don't sound committed, just desperate about something and maybe that can be worked out, give you a little breathing room to decide what you really want and when.

I just can't continue living the situation I am in and I missed appointments today without calling because I had fallen on the floor because I had an outburst probably due to my autism and I wasn't feeling well. And now I don't think I have caregivers lined up anymore no food in my apartment and the clinic is so annoyed at me and that clinic is like my god send. But I've been so depressed the past few weeks I haven't been the best patient. And I don't have family support to help I will call and if I'm upset or during the day they get mad at me telling me I'm rude I just can't like in this world any longer

You're pretty much ok , but sound a bit anxious or worried . Other than technical details how are you feeling ?
You can delay things until you feel sure about method


Short answer : YES , that is actually exactly according to guide .
(Tolerance develops for bad side-effects- good, Accumulation increase effects- good)


You should have tested it before, as it may affect you differently, quicker or not .
"peak effects coincide with peak serum levels, which occur 90 to 120 minutes after oral administration". -
45 minutes before SN sounds fine? Taking too soon can cause you to sleep before SN .
You don't need a lot , 3 pills could knock you out , but then again it's personal .


Unless drinking gallons, not that important . No need to be strict . During few hours before SN drink as little as possible but keep yourself comfortable . If you feel you must drink before SN , at least avoid drinking 20-30m before , should suffice (stomach empties liquids very quickly, within few minutes) .

You don't need more meto . You're ready within 1h from taking x3 meto .

Do you know how longer after taking all the protocol I can do it again or is there a modified version? It's been about 6 hours and I'm really hungry but at the same trine don't want to sabotage by eating again. Do you know if the protocol would be the same if I tried again?

 

[aloneintheworld]

I've seen a lot of conflicting information is SN really as peaceful as stans guide made it seem and do you guys know the success rate I'm so scared of failing

 

[k75]

I've seen a lot of conflicting information is SN really as peaceful as stans guide made it seem and do you guys know the success rate I'm so scared of failing

I recommend you search the forum for SN goodbye threads and judge for yourself. What the users who've taken it have reported is all any of us knows. There are many.

For the best chance of success, follow the guides as written and don't make random substitutions or omissions.