SN just arrived

[DarkDane]

My SN just came with the post!
Ill have one more weekend and ill start the protocol next week! I havent been so exited in years, no more chronic illness.

 

[Hunter100]

On one hand I'm happy for you. On the other it sucks that we even have to do this and make this choice. Good luck

 

[buttercup02]

I'm so happy for you ! <3
anything you plan on doing for your last days?

 

[DarkDane]

On one hand I'm happy for you. On the other it sucks that we even have to do this and make this choice. Good luck

Ive come to terms with mostly everything and tried to unburden most things before my departure. It doesn't really suck, because im not afraid of dying, im kinda excited, either it will be an adventure or it will be reincarnation or complete darkness, if the other two I wont be aware anyways so doesn't matter.

 

[buttercup02]

Ive come to terms with mostly everything and tried to unburden most things before my departure. It doesn't really suck, because im not afraid of dying, im kinda excited, either it will be an adventure or it will be reincarnation or complete darkness, if the other two I wont be aware anyways so doesn't matter.

I just plan on going out and eating good shit before getting the SN, some codeine, and some DXM. Where did you buy the SN, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[DarkDane]

I'm so happy for you ! <3
anything you plan on doing for your last days?

Yeah my family is coming by so it will kinda be a goodbye without me being able to tell them. Havent really planned much elsw SN requirres fasting so no last meal and Also my tastebuds are a bit meased up so food doesent taste that pleasant.

I just plan on going out and eating good shit before getting the SN, some codeine, and some DXM. Where did you buy the SN, if you don't mind me asking?

Just remember to fast 24-48 hours before.
Bought it on ebay, min amount was 1 kg though. But it was around 25 dollars, so its quite cheap.

 

[Imlostwithouthim]

Yeah my family is coming by so it will kinda be a goodbye without me being able to tell them. Havent really planned much elsw SN requirres fasting so no last meal and Also my tastebuds are a bit meased up so food doesent taste that pleasant.


Just remember to fast 24-48 hours before.
Bought it on ebay, min amount was 1 kg though. But it was around 25 dollars, so its quite cheap.

What's your plan? Straight up swallow it down? Curious as I would like to use this method too but there seems to be a debate on diluting it and then it not being pure enough

 

[DarkDane]

What's your plan? Straight up swallow it down? Curious as I would like to use this method too but there seems to be a debate on diluting it and then it not being pure enough

25 g with 50 ml of water to be on the safe side, will have two bottles just in case i puke, no antimetics since its pescribtion and i have no way to get it. will fast for 48 hours.

 

[Imlostwithouthim]

So you are mixing it with the water? I am sorry it has come to this for you, but I know we all have our reasons.

I was debating washing mine down with coca-cola, but dunno if that would work or not.

 

[Nem]

All the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace/hugs!

 

[DarkDane]

Just dont do it with fruit juices or so on, Vitamin C apperently works as an anti agent. Im doing water just to be on the safe side, also i havent had sugar in so long, so it just taste to sweet now.

 

[Imlostwithouthim]

Re antiemetics, there may be over the counter ones that could help a little? Even to ease it slightly. Not sure if you could get them in time or how it works where you are

Just dont do it with fruit juices or so on, Vitamin C apperently works as an anti agent. Im doing water just to be on the safe side, also i havent had sugar in so long, so it just taste to sweet now.

Noted - thank you. Again, sorry it's come this for you.

 

[DarkDane]

they pescribtion here, I dont have them, and dont think my doctor will give them, needs to be a gastroentologist here. But some guys from central and eastern europe could just buy them at the pharmacy. So depends where you are, i dont have access so will have to fast and do without.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Not gonna lie I'm envious - I felt the same kind of excitement / relief when mine arrived ( but got taken- as I've prob posted way to much about already) - but yeah as others have said of course it's sad that of is have reached this stage - but still good there is a viable 'exit' if you will.
Not gonna lie I'm envious - I felt the same kind of excitement / relief when mine arrived ( but got taken- as I've prob posted way to much about already) - but yeah as others have said of course it's sad that of is have reached this stage - but still good there is a viable 'exit' if you will.

 

[DarkDane]

Not gonna lie I'm envious - I felt the same kind of excitement / relief when mine arrived ( but got taken- as I've prob posted way to much about already) - but yeah as others have said of course it's sad that of is have reached this stage - but still good there is a viable 'exit' if you will.

Im sad to hear it got taken, im a student, so i have my own place, which makes it a bit easier.

Well, I could lay down and cry about it, but that wont solve anything, and since there is no cure, the solution is taking the bus.