Method SN just arrived, may do it soon

[milk is sweet]

even though I am delusional about SN, but this is the easiest option I have and mine just arrived today. I've tested and it's genuine. I don't know exactly, when I'll do it, but I am planning to take a day off, when my roommate won't be around. As it only takes 1 hour at most. So I am just planning things around. I cannot stay hungry for much long so I will keep only 14-15 hr. fast. And got some meds too. Don't have any benzos, but I hope paracetamol will work. Will make 3 glasses in total. But I plan to take double dose of the required amount, because I have a lot of sn. I just hope that I don't fail. I've read some threads in which sn failed, so I'll be setting up an alarm, so that If I still survived, I may take backup glass. I hope I don't fail at any cost. And my parents aren't in this world anymore, so I don't really have anything to care much.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me the thought of ctb failing certainly is so horrible, people deserve the option to be able to pass away in a risk free way without struggle. But anyway I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you search for.

 

[onceinthefuturewas]

I don't recommend doing suicide, there might be better things for you in the future. However, if you are sure about your decision, rest in peace.

 

[that smell]

I don't think taking double the dose is smart. It'll probably just drastically increase your chance of vomiting.