Story SN just arrived, it is time for me.

[bigoutfit]

JR - "The time is upon us Paul"
Paul Heyman - "The time is now, it's the match both men need to win and neither man can afford to lose"




Sorry I am a huge WWF/WWE fan and this my favourite match and event of all time.

Anyway, today my SN arrived. By the end of the week I will of CTB. I just needed to get my thoughts out somewhere as this is all pretty surreal to me.

I am not totally sure as to the reason for this thread but I felt I had to type out some stuff and tell you all a little about who I am (if you all care)

Without giving to much away. I am a person who has has drug problems and major health problems over the last few years, probably a lot due to my own fault.

I love animals and I love travelling but my health is failing and I know now is the time to leave. I tried last summer with carbon monoxide and was very close to it all ending but some how I woke up six hours later still alive and in terrible pain due to not sealing up my room properly.

I don't post very much at all. I just want to say that I found this place last Summer, signed up in October, only have like 39 posts but I love the way this place can help people out and it can be a refuge, a safe place and a saviour for some people and there are some really good people on this forum.

Anyway I will be following Stans guide sometime towards the end of the week. I will not be making a goodbye thread when I do but will self ban to protect this place. I may pop up with the odd Pikachu pic here and there before hand and in all of this rambling I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here. We are all connected in some way shape or form.

I wish you all the best and thanks for listening to me... I just needed to type this out somewhere.


Pika Pika

 

[one4all]

I wish you luck in a safe peaceful journey!

 

[Carina]

I'm sorry things came to this for you -- and your avatar thing seems so happy too :)

 

[LMLN]

I'm sorry things have come to this for you. We are here to talk if you need support!

 

[NothingElseMatters]

May I ask you how the co method was?

 

[Darkhaven]

How i wish i had a full restore or a max health to give to you right now so you didn't have to leave us....
Life should be more like videogames. Everything is too cruel and definitive and hopeless.
I wish all of your pain and burdens come to an end so you can be at peace!
In my perspective, just for your courage, you are already the World Heavyweight Champion, friend!

 

[Blutsager]

I am sorry to hear it has come to this.

But glad that not only have you made up your mind, but you have a method well defined for it.

Best of luck my friend. You'll find your peace soon.

 

[departing]

I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point and I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.

 

[reapandsow918]

Hope you pass peacefully

 

[Thinking Beyond]

JR - "The time is upon us Paul"
Paul Heyman - "The time is now, it's the match both men need to win and neither man can afford to lose"

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Sorry I am a huge WWF/WWE fan and this my favourite match and event of all time.

Anyway, today my SN arrived. By the end of the week I will of CTB. I just needed to get my thoughts out somewhere as this is all pretty surreal to me.

I am not totally sure as to the reason for this thread but I felt I had to type out some stuff and tell you all a little about who I am (if you all care)

Without giving to much away. I am a person who has has drug problems and major health problems over the last few years, probably a lot due to my own fault.

I love animals and I love travelling but my health is failing and I know now is the time to leave. I tried last summer with carbon monoxide and was very close to it all ending but some how I woke up six hours later still alive and in terrible pain due to not sealing up my room properly.

I don't post very much at all. I just want to say that I found this place last Summer, signed up in October, only have like 39 posts but I love the way this place can help people out and it can be a refuge, a safe place and a saviour for some people and there are some really good people on this forum.

Anyway I will be following Stans guide sometime towards the end of the week. I will not be making a goodbye thread when I do but will self ban to protect this place. I may pop up with the odd Pikachu pic here and there before hand and in all of this rambling I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here. We are all connected in some way shape or form.

I wish you all the best and thanks for listening to me... I just needed to type this out somewhere.


Pika Pika

RIP

 

[faust]

Pikachu used SN powder.
Critical hit!
Pikachu has fainted...
Wish you all the best in your final moments!
Let the peace and love surround you

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I hope you find love and light

 

[LivedAndNotLoved]

Really sorry to hear this for you, but I hope you find peace ❤

 

[Shinbu]

I hope everything goes well for you. My youngest brother loves WWE too, he would get along with ya no problem.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Peace be with you, Pikachu! xo

 

[zeroambition]

I'm so sorry it came to this. I hope you find the peace you're seeking.

 

[mpnf]

I wish you find the peace you are seeking. ❤

 

[bigoutfit]

So tonight is the night, been fasting all day. Having a few beers and just chilling for the evening (I know they say not to, but it's my call so there). Not sure what time I will do it. But will do two glasses of 25ml each in case I throw up.

Quite calm about it all. I know this is the right thing for me. Might even stay up and watch the first part of Wrestle Mania but we will see.

I hope you guys all look out for watch out for each other.

 

[MsPotts]

Best of luck. Hope its peaceful.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Having a few beers and just chilling for the evening (I know they say not to, but it's my call so there).

I love this. Owning your own shit.

I wish you the very best. I wish you a peaceful and uninterrupted passing if this is your choice, and an easy recovery if you change your mind.

 

[Read123456788]

Really sorry. You seem to have a fantastic character about you. Wish you peace and safe travels xx

 

[LMLN]

I'm sorry it's come to this for you. Peace and love to you. No pressure if you change your mind! We are happy to have you here longer.

 

[eksded]

Godspeed brother. Remember that all the insects are cheering for you.

 

[Donk]

hope you have a peaceful journey my friend. do me a favour.."open a can of whoopass!" when you are on the other side.

 

[LastRide]

Best of luck, may your last moments be peaceful...yeah and beers are always a good idea I agree !

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace and love friend

 

[bigoutfit]

hope you have a peaceful journey my friend. do me a favour.."open a can of whoopass!" when you are on the other side.

100% mate. Got some Stone Cold on You Tube now the greatest of all time for me.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

If this is your choice, then I wish you as peaceful a passing as possible and an end to your suffering.

 

[Notabadguy]

Best wishes, whatever you do.

 

[Cashewmilk]

Lmao I remember that when I was 12? Those two, the rock and stone cold steve austin I was super into it as a kid

I am sorry that you had a horrible time here. My story is similar, drug addiction, and I love animals and nature (and insects), and I survived many suicide attempts. I would say the world needs more like you, but this world isn't cut out for us. I'm sad to see you go and I hope nothing terrible happens... I hope you find the peace you deserve ❤❤❤