I'm a little scared. I plan on doing it tomorrow night. Any suggestions for reducing SI and spending today + tomorrow mentally preparing?
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opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
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double and triple check your protocol before you fast. definitely try to sleep before (I know this one is tough).
we're here for you. are you planning to use benzos?
we're here for you. are you planning to use benzos?
Dante_
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- Feb 27, 2025
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Nope just some ibuprofen beforehand. I was gonna take an edible too just to fog my mind further.
I second this.
opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 1,882
heard. the other meds are not required for success per the pph.
keep in mind you don't want anything in your stomach by the time you take the sn, I would just work this in with taking the edible.
i've always heard this but never really understood it. like taking something minor like an edible could ruin the whole thing? how does that work?heard. the other meds are not required for success per the pph.
keep in mind you don't want anything in your stomach by the time you take the sn, I would just work this in with taking the edible.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 1,882
nah. I wasn't implying that. just saying that the fast is important / to be mindful of how much is in your stomach prior to 1st sn cup. I don't automatically assume taking an edible of a small ish size an hour or so before would skew you towards failure. I would just be ready to throw it up. also not sure how much relief it will provide TBH.
correct me if i'm off base, anyone. no disrespect meant op! I smoke etc as well and weed will play a part in my protocol too.
no disrespect taken! thank you for your advice. the relief should be good i become pretty thoughtless and such ESP if my stomach is empty (my tolerance is bad) lol.
my plan was to fast for 12 hrs and take minimal water with 600mg tylenol right after the edible. then take SN 2 hours later.
opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
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this sounds solid to me. I hear you on tolerance. I only said that so you're not disillusioned re: thc vs sn side affects. wishing you peace. we're here if you wanna update.
bun
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- Mar 4, 2025
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before you ctb, i just want you to know that i am happy that you are finally getting the peace that you are deserving of and i hope that brings you closure, as for preparing 'mentally' i would suggest doing something that you could do easily ! rewatch your favourite movie, or cook your comfort meal and get to enjoy it for the last time, (just be careful not to eat it too late as you will need to fast for SN ) before anything take care of yourself, this is not something that should be feared but embraced, i hope in your last moments that you only feel nothing but at peace. β‘
Valhala
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bun
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- Mar 4, 2025
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i loved toy story growing up, or really any disney movie throughout my youth . i hope that it eases your mind and helps you settle for whats to come, this is not the end but a new beginning that is of your own accord! i wish you the absolute best, good luck and take care :)
death is the only thing promised in life, so i'll be scared when my natural death comes anyway. i have CONTROL over this one. this is really helping with my si.
encore
when stars align
- Nov 14, 2024
- 64
dunno if you're still looking for input, you wanna fast for two reasons: it will quicken the absorption of SN in the smaller intestine, meaning you have to suffer for less time and will likely pass out before your SI can overtake, and if you end up throwing up, it will be easier to estimate whether or not you need a second dose. it's not at all pleasant to throw up food, even less so if its mixed with a very salty death liquid
something small won't definitively ruin an attempt but it's always better safe than sorry, yk?
