I'n looking for SN source that delivers to UK (would really appreciate PM if possible but understand I'm new).
But anyway my concern is police tracking me down or customs holding it. I'm not scared of police welfare checks, I've had them before for other reasons and they leave you alone if you just say what they want to hear. But those checks were when i lived with flatmates, i since moved back with family and i absolutely can't have police at my parents door, they know i'm suicidal (due to previous attempts) so would click on straight away. I know it's mainly IC but saw at least one person say there's wasn't and they still got check.
I will have to order to PO box anyway, as my parents will check any packages I get in mail (I'm an adult but they do it because of my mental health) . I know technically cops could track me from PO box (PO box provider requires ID and address) but would they even go to that much bother for something legal. Will a PO box make customs more suspicious ?
I'm thinking SN is looking pretty unlikely for me. I don't care about a peaceful death, I deserve the pain anyway. I'm just not sure i've the guts for something like hanging or jumping.
But anyway my concern is police tracking me down or customs holding it. I'm not scared of police welfare checks, I've had them before for other reasons and they leave you alone if you just say what they want to hear. But those checks were when i lived with flatmates, i since moved back with family and i absolutely can't have police at my parents door, they know i'm suicidal (due to previous attempts) so would click on straight away. I know it's mainly IC but saw at least one person say there's wasn't and they still got check.
I will have to order to PO box anyway, as my parents will check any packages I get in mail (I'm an adult but they do it because of my mental health) . I know technically cops could track me from PO box (PO box provider requires ID and address) but would they even go to that much bother for something legal. Will a PO box make customs more suspicious ?
I'm thinking SN is looking pretty unlikely for me. I don't care about a peaceful death, I deserve the pain anyway. I'm just not sure i've the guts for something like hanging or jumping.
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