rabbithole
Experienced
- Oct 26, 2020
- 271
Pros for car are less possibility of interruption and parents don't have to find body.
Cons for car...might traumatize a random person. The only place I've found without a view from the road is a school. Lots of empty parking lots I've come across but all can be seen from the road. Would people stop if they saw someone throwing up? Idk
pros for at home...i have a bed to lie down on and will be more comfortable which makes me more likely to actually take the sn. I feel I might not ever take the sn if I plan to do it in my car
Cons...parents will find my body and be traumatized.
I have to ctb soon. I am losing my mind quickly. I'm leaning towards home which I feel is very selfish but idk.
At home is probably the wrong way to go. Im thinking the car is the only way. I cannot stand how bad I am going to hurt my parents either way.
Cons for car...might traumatize a random person. The only place I've found without a view from the road is a school. Lots of empty parking lots I've come across but all can be seen from the road. Would people stop if they saw someone throwing up? Idk
pros for at home...i have a bed to lie down on and will be more comfortable which makes me more likely to actually take the sn. I feel I might not ever take the sn if I plan to do it in my car
Cons...parents will find my body and be traumatized.
I have to ctb soon. I am losing my mind quickly. I'm leaning towards home which I feel is very selfish but idk.
At home is probably the wrong way to go. Im thinking the car is the only way. I cannot stand how bad I am going to hurt my parents either way.
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