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mybodymychoice

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So i've been thinking. I'm going to put my SN in gelatine capsules. Would it work if I inseted maybe 1- 3 capsules via the anus?
And then swallow the rest? It would get absorbed quicker into the blood stream via the anus. So if I do end up vomitting, the caps inserted via the anus should already be in my bloodstream. The caps i will be using is size 00, it can hold +-700mg.
I cant take meto because of drug interactions.
 
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woxihuanni

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I'd consume enough orally anyway and insert as many capsules as I can as well for good measure, why not?
 
Pony

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Tried to ctb using a salt water enema a while ago and I ended up cutting up my insides because not all of the salt was dissolved, If you are going to put SN in your butt dont put it in while its still a solid
 
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Meant2Die

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Tried to ctb using a salt water enema a while ago and I ended up cutting up my insides because not all of the salt was dissolved, If you are going to put SN in your butt dont put it in while its still a solid

You can't CBT with salt water enema. Salt water enemas are VERY COMMON and used for health reasons, just google. They even have really high potency salt enemas for parasite removal. Still won't kill ya.
 
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Pony

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You can't CBT with salt water. Salt water enemas are VERY COMMON and used for health reasons, just google. They even have really high potency salt enemas for parasite removal. Still won't kill ya.
You definitely can CTB with salt water otherwise people who get lost at sea would be able to just drink sea water. Also normally during an enema you let the water out whereas my plan was to hold it in so I could absorb the salt into my body without having to drink it. And the salt water I was using was the saltiest it could be noone would use that strong of a solution for a normal enema. I still wouldnt recommend it though.
 
Help_Me

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Pretty interesting idea. Sorry for my silly question, but I am being serious : let's say ill get my SN, where can I get the capsules itself ? Also, how can I put them (capsules with SN) inside by my own ? Which kind of equipment to use for such purposes. Sorry, I am really that stupid not knowing that
 
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You definitely can CTB with salt water otherwise people who get lost at sea would be able to just drink sea water. Also normally during an enema you let the water out whereas my plan was to hold it in so I could absorb the salt into my body without having to drink it. And the salt water I was using was the saltiest it could be noone would use that strong of a solution for a normal enema. I still wouldnt recommend it though.

Death would occur by dehydration, it would be extremely unpleasant.
 
Pony

Pony

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Pretty interesting idea. Sorry for my silly question, but I am being serious : let's say ill get my SN, where can I get the capsules itself ? Also, how can I put them (capsules with SN) inside by my own ? Which kind of equipment to use for such purposes. Sorry, I am really that stupid not knowing that
I bought some capsules a while back on amazon just search for gelatine capsules the largest size is 000, I was able to close them just using my hands
 
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You definitely can CTB with salt water otherwise people who get lost at sea would be able to just drink sea water. Also normally during an enema you let the water out whereas my plan was to hold it in so I could absorb the salt into my body without having to drink it. And the salt water I was using was the saltiest it could be noone would use that strong of a solution for a normal enema. I still wouldnt recommend it though.

I'm sorry, clearly I meant you can't CBT with a salt water ENEMA. I edited and added that word now. :) OBV we all know you can't drink salt water and if thats all you had after a while it would kill you. We are in agreement.

The thing with normal salt through enema, is that your body will just adjust for the electrolyte balance and you may feel like shit but eventually you will be okay. whereas introducing SN is different bc it acts on your hemoglobin. The thing is i really don't know if the anal absorption is as fast as swallowing, (really doubt it) even if you held it for long. The idea is your body needs to be overwhelmed by the instantly large amount of SN that is being introduced. See this video, 12:10. Dr N explains why a large amount all at the same time is important for a "peaceful" death.
 
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Pony

Pony

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Sep 2, 2019
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Death would occur by dehydration, it would be extremely unpleasant.
Death would be caused by too much sodium in the blood https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_poisoning but yes it would be extremely painful. Im not saying anyone should try to go this way just that it could work and when I was very desperate I tried it.
I'm sorry, clearly I meant you can't CBT with a salt water ENEMA. I edited and added that word now. :) OBV we all know you can't drink salt water and if thats all you had after a while it would kill you. We are in agreement.

The thing with normal salt through enema, is that your body will just adjust for the electrolyte balance and you may feel like shit but eventually you will be okay. whereas introducing SN is different bc it acts on your hemoglobin. The thing is i really don't know if the anal absorption is as fast as swallowing, (really doubt it) even if you held it for long. The idea is your body needs to be overwhelmed by the instantly large amount of SN that is being introduced. See this video, 12:10. Waiting for it to absorb from the anus.. ? i just dont know if a large enough amount can be absorbed evently to hit you like swalling does. See the video, he explins why a large amount all at the same time is important for a "peaceful" death.
Normal table salt kills you in a different way to SN you dont need to be hit with it all at once
 
Help_Me

Help_Me

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I bought some capsules a while back on amazon just search for gelatine capsules the largest size is 000, I was able to close them just using my hands
thanks for your answer ! I mean how can one put those capsules inside his enema ?
 
Pony

Pony

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Sep 2, 2019
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thanks for your answer ! I mean how can one put those capsules inside his enema ?
Dont put SN capsules in your butt its just gunna cause damage with no guarantee itll help you CTB
 

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