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lumberdaren

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Apr 18, 2022
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I am going to CTB tonight, using SN method similar to this post,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-ctb-tomorrow.94155/

I usually cook for myself, but i want to have my mother's cooking for my last meal. I phoned her and drived to her place today. It wasn't far, we were only 6miles away. She baked some potatoes and made a nice beef stew. We had some fresh plum tomatoes grew by my dad. Unfortunately he was away at work. The only bad thing was that she put too much soy sauce in the beef stew. We were talking about my research and my investment portfolio. Then i drove home. She didn't spot anything strange from me.

Hopefully i will die tonight. If i fail, i will discard this suicidal thought completely and carry on.
 
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LifeIsRekt

LifeIsRekt

We are all born to suffer
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You are loved♥️
 
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QuietEnd

Doing the work
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I wish you peace, whatever you decide
 
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Euthanza

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Peace be with you
 
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madebrief

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All the best in whatever you decide.
 
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Endtimes1

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Jan 15, 2022
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I am going to CTB tonight, using SN method similar to this post,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-ctb-tomorrow.94155/

I usually cook for myself, but i want to have my mother's cooking for my last meal. I phoned her and drived to her place today. It wasn't far, we were only 6miles away. She baked some potatoes and made a nice beef stew. We had some fresh plum tomatoes grew by my dad. Unfortunately he was away at work. The only bad thing was that she put too much soy sauce in the beef stew. We were talking about my research and my investment portfolio. Then i drove home. She didn't spot anything strange from me.

Hopefully i will die tonight. If i fail, i will discard this suicidal thought completely and carry on.
Why do you feel it's a good idea to CTB?
 
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alKokNo

Member
Jun 1, 2022
15
Why do you feel it's a good idea to CTB?
in fact, it is not so important why he thinks that it will be better. in any case, we will support his decision, regardless of the reasons that led to the fact that now he is here
 
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Endtimes1

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in fact, it is not so important why he thinks that it will be better. in any case, we will support his decision, regardless of the reasons that led to the fact that now he is here
It's not about not supporting, it's about being sure it's really what the person wants. I felt some hope in the contact with the parents and thoughts about moving on in case of failure.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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I am going to CTB tonight, using SN method similar to this post,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-ctb-tomorrow.94155/

I usually cook for myself, but i want to have my mother's cooking for my last meal. I phoned her and drived to her place today. It wasn't far, we were only 6miles away. She baked some potatoes and made a nice beef stew. We had some fresh plum tomatoes grew by my dad. Unfortunately he was away at work. The only bad thing was that she put too much soy sauce in the beef stew. We were talking about my research and my investment portfolio. Then i drove home. She didn't spot anything strange from me.

Hopefully i will die tonight. If i fail, i will discard this suicidal thought completely and carry on.

I really hope you a peaceful journey.

It was good that you saw your mum and hope you found some comfort and joy before you ctb. I feel sad thinking about my own family and not seeing them but the pain is too much to bear sometimes. Once we are dead all our worries will be over, so that is at least something.
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
1,427
I am going to CTB tonight, using SN method similar to this post,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-ctb-tomorrow.94155/

I usually cook for myself, but i want to have my mother's cooking for my last meal. I phoned her and drived to her place today. It wasn't far, we were only 6miles away. She baked some potatoes and made a nice beef stew. We had some fresh plum tomatoes grew by my dad. Unfortunately he was away at work. The only bad thing was that she put too much soy sauce in the beef stew. We were talking about my research and my investment portfolio. Then i drove home. She didn't spot anything strange from me.

Hopefully i will die tonight. If i fail, i will discard this suicidal thought completely and carry on.

Good luck to you! I'm sure that there's plenty of beef stew where you are going :wink:
 
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adventurer

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safe travels, and best of luck. we wish you all the best
 
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Peace be with you in whatever you choose to do, or wherever you go.
 
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2dietmrow

Member
Jul 9, 2022
13
I am going to CTB tonight, using SN method similar to this post,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-ctb-tomorrow.94155/

I usually cook for myself, but i want to have my mother's cooking for my last meal. I phoned her and drived to her place today. It wasn't far, we were only 6miles away. She baked some potatoes and made a nice beef stew. We had some fresh plum tomatoes grew by my dad. Unfortunately he was away at work. The only bad thing was that she put too much soy sauce in the beef stew. We were talking about my research and my investment portfolio. Then i drove home. She didn't spot anything strange from me.

Hopefully i will die tonight. If i fail, i will discard this suicidal thought completely and carry on.
All the best
 

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